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The speaker on a conference call I listened to recently for TIs mentioned the term "hate stalking" and suggested the audience look it up. I had never heard the term before and did a google search. It's where a person hates someone and follows their activity online and in the real world as much as possible, looking to hate, critique, mock, and hurt the individual. The articles I  read didn't mention the use of electronic weapons. Just old-fashioned hatred. I was shocked to read one young woman's assumption that everyone does it. Everyone?! I do not, will not, nor did it ever occur to me. But her attitude that hate stalking is normal worries me. I guess this is the world I'm living in. Life is hard enough. Can we not put that energy to better use?

I don't know. History shows that humans have attacked each other since time began. I have a deep belief that life is basically good, that love is the binding force in the universe, that love will always prevail. We have miraculous technology now. The technology used for V2k can also be used to make a blind person see and a deaf person hear. And instead of that, we use it to torture each other. Ego gone rampant! The idea that if someone doesn't agree with me or live their life the way I think they should gives me the right to torture them is absurd. With all of our brilliance we are still behaving like cave people.

I get really angry at my perps. Torture will do that to a person. I scream at a random part of the wall (not sure where they're watching me from) that I hope that someone does to them all the cruel things they do to me, that I hate them. When I calm down, I realize that I have no desire to torture or to see anyone tortured, not even the people who torture me. I do wish that they could live happily ever after on some other planet, designed for people like themselves. LOL. I hope somehow that they develop compassion, humility, empathy. And I pray every day for the ability to love and forgive my abusers. I don't know if this prayer does anything for them but it does soothe me.

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I bend my inner perceptions. You will hear sharp cutoffs of sounds when done right.

People's responses to me are being deleted. Just letting people know.

I've been hate and gangstalked now for over 7 years, I'm so exhausted...I wish I could kill my self...I hate my life, I hate living, I hate being alive....this is not living this is dying

Wow you people, there is good, yes this is tough but despairing helps no one, especially not you, find things you like to do and go out and do them.

You can't find things to do when everything you attempt is destroyed and you can't keep a job
I've been drugged for months at a time, raped, tricked, lied too, fake friends, fake jobs, lost my home, in debt, lost two dogs, been in the mental institution, prison, moved to over 5 states, lost my family, moved to 4 different countries, had my car blown up, fired over 8 times, lost habbies, had hits on my life AND THATS THE SHORT LIST....who the fuck could live through that!!!! I can't even buy myself a cup of soup!!!
I don't even know how I'm still alive, only for them to publically shit on me some more
I'll be on the streets soon in a foreign country begging for food and have to sell my pusdy like they promised...I hope they kill me ... if only I knew what a god he was

Amber, please hold on. Things are going to get better. Lots of TIs are working towards making things better. Try to find a church you like and volunteer. If you aren't religious, you might try a Unitarian Universalist church. They're really big on social activism and support good causes. If people see you doing good things they will begin to trust you and want to help you. Remember that not everybody is out to hurt you and try to make friends. You called one day to talk and got panicked and hung up, but I am your friend. I don't have a car or much money, but I can give you a good reference if you need one for a job or to rent a room. You can always call and if there are calls you need me to make for you I can do that. I can't have anyone living with me but if you're in Florida and want to visit you are welcome. I envision participating in an intentional living community for TIs, one where we can heal and grow and honor the earth and generally flourish. I understand paranoia, I get scared because I've been hurt so much, so I will understand if I don't hear from you. Hold onto this:  You are a beautiful person, you have value, and this world needs your love and your contribution as the unique being that you are. Liza (239)351-8030

Thanks Liza, too much has been done.....I'm holding on but for what? Who wants this life? I don't.....
My gangstalker are not using rays on me, or reading my mind.....they set up fake flipping jobs, have for years I've been fired over 8 times, it's insane, who the fuck can recover from such shit....what's the point anymore ....I've been drugged and raped then it was made into a video....the they had a party and reenacted it for over 200 folks.....I highly doubt anyone knew the entire stor, world not that cruel....I've moved over 5 states, 5 countries.....NONE ONE COULD LIVE THROUGH THIS, BECAUSE THIS IS NOT LIVING ITS DYING.....the damage done and time lost CANT BE REPLACED.....and the so so FUCKIMG rich its insane



Elizabeth Carlile said:

Amber, please hold on. Things are going to get better. Lots of TIs are working towards making things better. Try to find a church you like and volunteer. If you aren't religious, you might try a Unitarian Universalist church. They're really big on social activism and support good causes. If people see you doing good things they will begin to trust you and want to help you. Remember that not everybody is out to hurt you and try to make friends. You called one day to talk and got panicked and hung up, but I am your friend. I don't have a car or much money, but I can give you a good reference if you need one for a job or to rent a room. You can always call and if there are calls you need me to make for you I can do that. I can't have anyone living with me but if you're in Florida and want to visit you are welcome. I envision participating in an intentional living community for TIs, one where we can heal and grow and honor the earth and generally flourish. I understand paranoia, I get scared because I've been hurt so much, so I will understand if I don't hear from you. Hold onto this:  You are a beautiful person, you have value, and this world needs your love and your contribution as the unique being that you are. Liza (239)351-8030

Every shitty job I've applied for I'm overly criticized and under paid
all done by my gangstalking...they have so much money it's insane...why am I even alive

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