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Targeted and tortured for 5 years.......giving up hope

I have been a TI for 5 years now and my life, spirit, and well being are all destroyed as a result.  I've lost my art business, Haley J's Natural Art, which sustained me since 1992.  So much has occurred it seems insurmountable at this point.  I've lost my family, friends, home and reputation ruined.   I did a google search on Haley J's Natural art the other day and all of the images of my artwork that came up had many key tags, and one of them was 'insane person'.  This has devastated me beyond belief.  It's all such a long horrid story but I am most definitely a TI.  My life has been destroyed along with my health.  I can't even find a therapist because of the targeting.  I don't know how to end it and have fought long and hard for 5 years now.  I am 'stuck' at my ex-husbands house and it is so toxic I can't stand it anymore.  Sometimes I just want to give up because I can't get this crap to stop.  It has cost me everything, my once peaceful and productive life is gone. I can't fight anymore, I am so tired of it all. 18 computers, 8 cell phones, every penny spent on stopping this all to no avail.  I am single with no children and very alone.  An easy target for sure.

  An incident occurred 5 years ago which so violated my rights by 3 major institutions in Charlottesville Va. And that's when all of this started. To prevent me from sueing they took control of me and my life. Hanging on by a thread here.  Any advice?

I cannot even believe such a thing exists in the US, but there is no other explanation for what has and is being done to me through electronics and also to mu health. Strange shit that is hard to explain. I just don't know how I can go on living this way.

Haley

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DO NOT GIVE UP, DO NOT GIVE IN

        EVER!

-  You are NOT the only one this violence is happening to.  There are tens of thousands (or more) of us everywhere around the world.  You have lost "things", don't lose the most valuable - your will to survive.  There are ways of coping.  It may not be a perfect life to "cope", but live with what you have, not what you want, nor what was.  Surviving and learning the weaknesses of your attackers and their devices is a simple, yet power reward.

-  Do not be a quitter.  If you are to die, make them do the dirty work.

Thanks for your support CM, I wish I had the knowledge to understand how 'they' are doing this, and make them stop.

It's all so exhausting, this fighting for my life, my freedom and trying to stay alive.  I am kept at poverty level now which makes it hard to do anything at all......I have even got a few jobs to make some $ but 'they' ruined every job and I was forced out.  I am to the point my PTSD is so severe I can't work anymore.

Yes, they are doing the dirty work already.....

Don't give up.I feel the same way. We need someone to build a house for victims that is made of shielding that works so that victims who have low money or disability income etc can go for relief. If we don't have money to travel and go to another country or many countries where we might get relief we need someone to build a house or more that we can go to for support. I read that churches are not helping victims and it's wrong. I'm tortured in hotels and at a church v2k so we need a place we can go even for a short visit, for relief of the microwave signals, .
Maybe build a house near mountains, and meet other victims, for support peace sleep nutrition etc.

Thanks for the support, very much!  Unfortunately what has happened to me has left me completely broke.  I have been staying at my ex husbands house fit almost 2 Years now.  I desperately need to move. It is do toxic and what is being done to me has affected him badly. He wants memail gone and I. Want out desperately  but with no money I can't make a a move.   I can create my artime but am not capable of working a regular job. My trauma is too severe. So I am on ther verge of homelessness.  It cannot handle both the verbal abuse from my ex on top oof the T8I thinget.  It's all to much for a woman t of deal with alone.

Pray to God for help, pray for protection, and pray for Him to help you with a place to stay.....I know it sounds simple, but this is a war between Good and evil.

Please don't give up, prayer WILL help, and get onto sites like this, where you have people who can support you!!

Yes, I do pray and meditate also but am starting to lose my faith in my Higher Power, which is very sad because I have always been a spiritual person. But if 'God' has not intervened for 5 years I'm not hopeful.
My last post on this thread was even tampered with. Now full of misspelled words. 

'They' target me mostly by hacking my computers and stay in control of ALL activity I am involved in so it really makes

it hard to even reach out for any help.

No, suicide is what they want me to do, I won't give them the satisfaction!

you are not getting support from us government? There are lots good health young people just not working and get money from us government and pay for their renting of house and they just let longtime running hot water to flush their dishes and not repaired leaking toilet, they don't care about it, the government pay for all, they just pay some like much less than $100 of month rent.

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