"They are cutting me off from using all self strength/power, coping methods by stopping me from living. Theyre shutting all light out of my life by stopping me from doing anything that lifts my mood. They wont even let me read or use my mind to do…"
"Thanks brian. The prob with help-lines etc, any public help system is that we cant really talk to them about our problems...they just treat us as having mental illness and you end up feeling more frustrated then supported. Ive stopped speaking to…"
"If your thinking of harming yourself please call a hotline or ask for help. For me meds and my own curiosity of this tech has helped me. Its weak inside us and can be manipulated but yes they are cruel. Stay strong, find a way to be more powerful.…"
Over the last several months they have been stopping me from doing all activity.Im not allowed to read, write, walk, housework, music....nothing! Even eating. They want me to lay down on my bed in misery all day long. Its been so hard, lve become hugely depressed.They want me smoking cigs and thats it....cigarettes have become all l do. I tried to give them up last couple of days and they are hitting me with misery....making me feel suicidal if l try to stop.Im about to drink a bottle of wine…See More