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Over the last several months they have been stopping me from doing all activity.

Im not allowed to read, write, walk, housework,  music....nothing! Even eating. They want me to lay down on my bed in misery all day long. Its been so hard, lve become hugely depressed.

They want me smoking cigs and thats it....cigarettes have become all l do. I tried to give them up last couple of days and they are hitting me with misery....making me feel suicidal if l try to stop.

Im about to drink a bottle of wine and l had just conquered all my addictions but now they wont even let me pray. I had come so far with getting off substance abuse and now lm feeling so self-destructive coz theres almost no light in my life/day. Its awful but l thought ok l can do anything if l just have prayer. Now theyve taken this too. Theres nothing to live for and lm serioisly contemplating suicide.

I dont know what to do :( I dont understand why they are taking everything good away and its just left me with self-destructive things again when l had just beat it all. Its now all l have to live for. 

Im falling apart and thinking of ways to kill myself.

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Comment by brian bovo on October 22, 2017 at 9:46am
If your thinking of harming yourself please call a hotline or ask for help. For me meds and my own curiosity of this tech has helped me. Its weak inside us and can be manipulated but yes they are cruel. Stay strong, find a way to be more powerful. Their weakness is sensors and some program responses.
Comment by Sue on October 22, 2017 at 3:05pm

Thanks brian. The prob with help-lines etc, any public help system is that we cant really talk to them about our problems...they just treat us as having mental illness and you end up feeling more frustrated then supported. Ive stopped speaking to doctors, family....everyone about this coz they just tell me lm schizophrenic....and most of them are involved anyway. There is literally no proper support for Tls. Thats why many suicide....coz there is nobody who understands. Its so isolating. 

Comment by Sue on October 22, 2017 at 3:11pm

They are cutting me off from using all self strength/power, coping methods by stopping me from living. Theyre shutting all light out of my life by stopping me from doing anything that lifts my mood. They wont even let me read or use my mind to do light work. When l hit rock bottom they let me do what l want but by this point lm feeling self destructive and start drinking and smoking because lve been deprived of light. Theyve got me in an impossible psych battle to survive. Its madness

Comment by deca on October 22, 2017 at 3:12pm

Brain bovo you are talking about a mental illness and not actually about real victims of this type of technology ....

Comment by brian bovo on October 22, 2017 at 8:13pm
Not true, your assuming wrong here. They use blood chemical monitoring to determine pre-programmed activity. You dont think big pharma isnt in league with the torture? The meds for me are only a volume reducer. I was on a higher dose with no measurable effect in the past. But my interactive techniques piss off the programmers. I guarentee im not dealing with mental illness. I get stalking, annoying voices and burns and pain. I mentally war with it and can keep them disabled alot.
Comment by deca on October 23, 2017 at 12:37am

what objective testing have you done blood tests? emf ? medical scans ?

Comment by Angeline Klas on October 23, 2017 at 1:12am

Hi Sue,

SO sorry to hear about your problems. I am get harresed a lot. People who come in the neighbourhood harras me with audio voice recording of the Perps voice. They like driving by my house hurting me. How can you just keep on hurting a stranger, someone who never hurt you. Do you have any idea how to exscape the Perps. I take back the power in deciding what to do with your time.
The Perps are very Jealouse people. Every little joy you have they want to take away from you. They hate your positivity. When people hate you they are happy. They Perps love raping me every single day. When they hear me playing love songs or song that are a little bit sexual. They say that I should be ashamed of myself. That I shouldn't be Playing this kind of music. I want to be raped they say because of the music I play. I told them that this song is about 2 people who want eachother. The man wants the woman he wouldn't never take her by force. It's about Love. His supporters are rapist just like him. He tries to make feel guilty about the kinda music I play.He would rape me any way even of I didn't play my kinda music. Everything is about sex for them.

Hold on Sue.
Try internet for spiritual guidance, they pray and you can just say Amen.

Bye bye for now,
Angeline Klas

Comment by brian bovo on October 23, 2017 at 2:47am
I do reverse psychology techniques that if i try to describe would cause more suffering, but ive read lit on tech and biology. I have two xrays that indicate anomalous images on rib area. And i have a wire from left shin to ankle area. I push against sounds i hear mentally affecting true signal range.
Comment by Sue on October 23, 2017 at 5:18am

Brian l was pushed back on antipsychs recently....they did nothing but increase depression. I understand that they work for you coz they are sedative. A doctor tried to push me to take them the other day even tho l told him all they do is make me feel worse. I also told him l dont have an illness....its real etc. He was arrogant saying "how can l dispute a psychiatric opinion?".....and that if l dont take them my "symptoms will get worse". He was shaking tho and knew exactly what was going on. I thought....how can you do this to a healthy person and break your own oaths to look after patients with due care?? Theres an entire system of docs/psychs who know about our torture and are told to medicate us.

Angeline l understand what you mean about the sex perversion. I used to get it alot too. Try to ignore them if you can or they just enjoy it more. They know you listen to music innocently but are trying to get a response from you. Hang in there sister. I know the sexual harassment can be really awful. Do what makes you feel happy and good. Thats all we have.

Comment by deca on October 23, 2017 at 8:36am

what your talking of is a copying mechanism....i.e. mental technique , positive self talk ....mindfulness ...

its not a solution or "proof" of anything 

http://changingminds.org/explanations/behaviors/coping/coping.htm

"We are complex animals living complex lives in which we are not always able to cope with the difficulties that we face. As a result, we are subject to feelings of tension and stress, for example the cognitive dissonance and potential shame of doing something outside our values. To handle this discomfort we use various coping methods."

https://www.psychologytoday.com/blog/hope-relationships/201605/the-...

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mindfulness

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