Worldwide Campaign to stop the Abuse and Torture of Mind Control/DEWs
When my targeting started years ago l turned to God as many of us do. I prayed for years for God to take away my addictions and for help all of us. One day l found God gave me 2 miracles. He undid a "lovesick " curse l had since l was a small child. I was always infatuated/obsessed/lovesick with any guy that walked by and got my attention. It caused loads of heartbreak in my life. I never knew it was part of my mc program from very early on. I fell in love with God and He broke my lust for men. The other miracle he gave me back was self love. I hated myself from a small child as well....always comparing myself to others...never feeling as good as the other person....so much hurt and struggle in life from this feeling l realise now was part of my programming from before 5yrs of age. Interacting with others was painful. School excursions, camps, sports always lonely....other kids rejected me. One day God healed me just like that. I got back self love tho l still have some timidity l no longer feel less than anyone else.
I never prayed for these things because l thought they were part of my nature but God in His wisdom knew l had been damaged in these ways. He changed me in ways that l never even thought to ask and no counsellor/psych could have helped me in those areas....they were so deeply ingrained. These were true evil curses. Its so liberating to not crave a partner or romance anymore. His amazing grace.
The thing is He has not answered my prayers for sobriety. Im drinking and smoking today. So depressed. The perps make me feel bad if l so much as touch a pen or paper but they let me drown myself in alcohol of course.
Its weird....think back to childhood....l think for most of us we were programmed with behaviours from very early on....before preschool. This can be via trauma-based abuse or even tech mc programming. Think of the negative feelings/ways/behaviors you think might not have been your authentic/true self and see if you can undo anything that does you harm. They have been with you long before they made you know it.