FEEELING FEEELINGS

[Susana Loureiro]

I REALLY DON´T  KNOW IF THOSE PAINS ARE REAL OR NOT!!!! V2K ARE REALLING ATTACKING ME KNOW BUT REALLY HURTS MY BODY, more than 3 parts... maybe injections we´re not where are hurting now..... i have pain in so many parts of my body that it´s imposible to describe from where We´re coming those injections,,,, because is hurting  me : second finger of my right hand, right ear .... right lung, my neck right part. y really get an injection in my left  buttlock? (nalga)also hurts my face right side near where is ground the hair... i just right starting have nauseas... i really want to vomit... let´s see what will go on today..... if something happens i just want that all of you know that i was in berlin in that stupid unusefull conference full of stalkers,, and i was i ibis hotel i donßt know wich fucking straße...... v2k are attacking me without non stop.... trying to confuse me...... i´m just gonna try to upload the video that i just do right now... before something turns..... really wrong....BYE BYE JUST IN CASE!!!

[Sally]

Hang in there Susana, they wont take your life, youre no good to them dead.

[Susana Loureiro]

well.... I still here... but last 24 hours we´re beeing the most ackward time ever. I think is not so nuts now what they said about spirituality and weakness on body.... when I felt sooooo bad... really I felt about to die, I heard binaural beats.. and was the only way that I start feeling better.... and few hours I start hearing voices attacks in the music.. but then I realised that if I "pushed" mentally I can change the speech, if I was concentrate the speech from " bitch, fuck off", could change to "you, don´t know" then Again I change to "bitch, bitch, bitch" then I ´m saying. lets see if I´m capable to change to a more "optimistic speech".I pushed hard and... yes!!!!  looks like is more like a kind of hipnotism and programm my brain that say things to myself for hurt myself and others.... I really need to feel my spiritual part of myself.. Looks like the way they attack is because the mind is confussed and weak, looks like there is a part of game of create ilusions and pay attention in what is not real important.. 

At midnight I awake... i was listening a binaural music that have in the middle kind of positive phrases... In the moment I awake I heard this" I´m coming from the space. I feel your water inside, I want your respect(or something like that), I want a kiss from you" and then I felt as the but side of my legs was getting hotter and a kind of missing-release water by my legs... buff! was really creapy..... by the way... there are no UFO just those stupid people using the weakness of my mind and body and use this agains me.. I gonna improve on part of meditation, reiki, and healing chakras. and the other part is protect my body with anti-oxidant food ,One of the doctors in conference called like "free radicals scavengers" Hope  is usefull this information for all of you.

[Sandy Lomax]

Susana,

very glad to hear you are feeling better. God bless you.

[Susana Loureiro]

Lazarus I´m not going to nowhere..... voices always saying to me go "nach hause" (go home), they want that I move to Portugal. and I stay in Salzburg. that drives them nuts.

Only I can say people try to re-programm your brain, use hipnotism,use binaural beats, healing chakras beats, change your level of vibration, learn yoga, reiki, intensify your spirituallity and soul, stay healthy ,do exercise , drink a lot of water and eat a lot of antioxidant food..this is a war is about break down mentally more mental weakness more attacks. Keep motivated and don´t let them suck your brain.

[deca]

yep susana is correct

check out https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychic_driving  and how they try to depattern your brain

this is what I trying to get across don`t let them depattern your brain then re pattern it

what do you think all this spot the perp/stalker does to your brain .....it repatterns it so you start to think like a paranoid schizophrenic....weather these fuckers are doing it or not ....its to make you think and generate certain pattern of thinking  in your brain   and after a well these patterns will be strengthened "Neurons That Fire Together Wire Together " ...humans are amazing pattern-recognition machines

[deca]

[deca]

if people are getting stressed by the information thta i post its because of

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cognitive_dissonance

In psychology, cognitive dissonance is the mental stress or discomfort experienced by an individual who holds two or more contradictory beliefs, ideas, or values at the same time, or is confronted by new information that conflicts with existing beliefs, ideas, or values.^[1][2]

Leon Festinger's theory of cognitive dissonance focuses on how humans strive for internal consistency. An individual who experiences inconsistency (dissonance) tends to become psychologically uncomfortable, and is motivated to try to reduce this dissonance—as well as actively avoid situations and information likely to increase it.^[1]

[deca]

now think about it .....if you are all TI`s being subjected to the same experience...coming to similar conclusions/beliefs...then going to few sources/websites/blogs that reinforce them ...but then others that not been through the same contradict your  group conclusions/beliefs and you can`t find objective evidence to support your group conclusions/beliefs then I would question that .....then look at how mind control works

[deca]

http://www.nwrain.net/~refocus/coerchrt.html

Biderman's Chart of Coercion

Monopolization of Perception

• Fixes attention upon immediate predicament; fosters introspection
• Eliminates stimuli competing with those controlled by captor
• Frustrates all actions not consistent with compliance

Abusive groups insist on compliance with trival demands related to all facets of life: food, clothing, money, household arrangements, children, conversation. They monitor members' appearances, criticize language and childcare practices. They insist on precise schedules and routines, which may change and be contradictory from day to day or moment to moment, depending on the whims of group leaders.

At first, new members may think these expectations are unreasonable and may dispute them, but later, either because they want to be at peace or because they are afraid, or because everyone else is complying, they attempt to comply. After all, what real difference does it make if a member is not allowed to wear a certain color, or to wear his hair in a certain way, to eat certain foods, or say certain words, to go certain places, watch certain things, or associate with certain individuals. In the overall scheme of things, does it really matter? In fact, in the long run, the member begins to reason, it is probably good to learn these disciplines, and after all, as they have frequently been reminded, they are to submit to spiritual authority as unto the Lord.. Soon it becomes apparent that the demands will be unending, and increasing time and energy are focused on avoiding group disapproval by doing something "wrong." There is a feeling of walking on eggs. Everything becomes important in terms of how the group or its leaders will respond, and members' desires, feelings and ideas become insignificant. Eventually, members may no longer even know what they want, feel or think. The group has so monopolized all of the members' perceptions with trivial demands that members lose their perspective as to the enormity of the situation they are in.

The leaders may also persuade the members that they have the inside track with God and therefore know how everything should be done. When their behavior results in disastrous consequences, as it often does, the members are blamed. Sometimes the leaders may have moments, especially after abusive episodes, when they appear to humble themselves and confess their faults, and the contrast of these moments of vulnerability with their usual pose of being all-powerful endears them to members and gives hope for some open communication.

Threats sometimes accompany all of these methods. Members are told they will be under God's judgment, under a curse, punished, chastised, chastened if they leave the group or disobey group leaders. Sometimes the leaders, themselves, punish the members, and so members can never be sure when leaders will make good on the threats which they say are God's idea. The members begin to focus on what they can do to meet any and all group demands and how to preserve peace in the short run. Abusive groups may remove children from their parents, control all the money in the group, arrange marriages, destroy personal items of members or hide personal items.

Warning signs:
Preoccupation with trivial demands of daily life, demanding strict compliance with standards of appearance, dress codes, what foods are or are not to be eaten and when, schedules, threats of God's wrath if group rules are not obeyed, a feeling of being monitored, watched constantly by those in the group or by leaders. In other words, what the church wants, believes and thinks its members should do becomes everything, and you feel preoccupied with making sure you are meeting the standards. It no longer matters whether you agree that the standards are correct, only that you follow them and thus keep the peace and in the good graces of leaders

[deca]

WTF? are you spamming the same sort of mangled up shite for Lazarus all over peacepink ....even thou  your spam most of the time is trying to discredit me ...I can`t be bothered to read let alone reply to it ...and I can`t see why anybody else would ether.... YOU ARE NOT BRINGING ANYTHING NEW/USEFUL TO THE TABLE ...seriously  soon as you get banned again the better