How many TI have turn to Jesus and to Jesus only knowing nothing or nobody can help us. Only thing that has kept me from not losing my mind completely is the peace I get from his blood shed on the cross saved by faith alone i am keeping my eyes on that same cross. One day it will all be over and I will rejoice in heaven with the lord. amen and praise GOD. I have been going through this for. 13 yers and its been severe mind torture.