Worldwide Campaign to stop the Abuse and Torture of Mind Control/DEWs
The time has come. I consider my blogs here, while not extensive, my diary. I'm already being punished in real time for what I've written ( They fear the truth ). Everyone who I still have daily or weekly contact with have shown me they are willingly obedient to the Ministry of Truth. In conversations it is all about what I have written in my blogs. It all centers on what I think and like and don't like. Just like Winston Smith I have no privacy. Not just because of my blogs but also the implants I have on my brain stem that allows deep brain stimulation and thus the reading or decipher of my thoughts and of course the constant surveillance of my mind and body.
We know Oceania ( USA) did not approve of Diary's. To quote a paragraph from e-notes.com "In totalitarian states like Oceania (USA) privacy is virtually nonexistent. The government seeks to control not just how people behave, but also their thoughts. The totalitarian state will not allow any spheres of privacy for the individual ( James C Eubanks) This makes it easier for the state to subject all citizens to constant surveillance. ( James C Eubanks). Given the purported omniscience of the state, starting a journal is a very risky thing for Winston to do. If caught, he runs the serious risk of being vaporized ( as happened to my Mother in 1988 ). It is not in the least bit surprising that he hesitates before writing in his diary".
So, I feel an affinity with George Orwell's Winston Smith. What happened to Winston is happening right now to me, James C Eubanks. I should begin to learn the steps it takes for a name change. We all know how that ended for Winston Smith. He finally was tortured to admit 2+2=4. They killed him anyway. I am ready for death. They have already tortured me and I still don't buy 2+2=4. I am spiritually prepared for death right now as I type this. What MKULTRA has already done to me is blood on their hands. God is on my side. I am Winston Smith until it comes to the 2+2=4. I am still a Rebel. I am not a violent Rebel but just an average ordinary honest altruistic Rebel.