Worldwide Campaign to stop the Abuse and Torture of Mind Control/DEWs
The last 2 months has killed me. Im in pieces. Depression is chronic. I cant cope, crying non stop. Ive picked up an alcohol addiction to medicate the pain. I hate alcoholism but lm not coping with the mental emotional pain. Im thinking suicidal thoughts planning to jump. I cant find a way out of this state they have me in. I lost god months ago...prayer is so weak.
The mental part they are playing is prtending to care...."we care and we want to help you but we just cant". Its a cruel sick joke and the ppl around here....they enjoy watching this pain. I cant find a peaceful place in my mind or anywhere to go as my mum is big perp...they torture me if l leave here.
They have completely twisted me over 2 months....l dont know whether to get wasted every day or jump off a cliff. I dont understand any of this cruelty.
Thanks needed to vent.