Worldwide Campaign to stop the Abuse and Torture of Mind Control/DEWs
Why me? If ever there was a pitiful question, it is this one.
But now I find myself asking what is so “important” about me to deserve anyone trying to harm or kill me using a directed energy weapon (DEW)? Why so elaborate? Surely there are cheaper ways to maim or destroy someone.
The more I thought about this, the more I realized, it isn’t about me as much as it is about my attackers. I’m a nobody. There’s my answer. My attackers feel that nobody will really care if I’m wiped off the face of this planet. They are nothing less than hell bound criminals come to sweep me away.
Then I thought, other targeted individuals have said that my past could be why I’m targeted now. They point to the fact that my mother worked for the National Security Agency (NSA) for her career of 20 years. They state that it doesn’t help that my grandfather, father and several of his brothers were all in the Army. My Uncle worked for Army intelligence. My brother, who was a career Navy man, is now working as a consultant to the military. He writes contracts for sales of weapons and other military needs.
Maybe it is no mistake that I am being experimented upon. I look back over the past 30 years and wonder “was that an attack”or just bad luck?" I have felt for many years that I was being “railroaded” into failure, isolated beyond reasonable parameters.
Why did my fiancé of six years suddenly leave me without any explanation? Why would I get the “silent treatment” after a great interview in which I was practically told I had the job? Why was I dismissed from the Public Health Service Corp without any explanation? What did my friend mean when she said that there are things only I could “straighten out” when it came to rumors she had heard about me. Why will no one give me any details about these “rumors?”
Even my distant past has come into question: For example, as I've eluded to, my mother worked as an analyst for NSA. She couldn’t share her work experiences with me; the projects she worked on were classified. I believe that this created a rift between us. I never knew my mother the way other daughters “knew” their mothers. Again, I felt isolated from the one person that I should have had one of the closest relationships with.
Then I wonder if the iciness that I felt from my mother was deliberate. Was I put into some "black ops" program when I was an infant? Was I “chipped?”
Recently I had a plastic-looking foreign body removed from the back of my head. The lump it created had been there for decades, but suddenly it started to fester and cause severe irritation. There was NO REASON for this substance to be under my scalp!
So many TI’s tell the same stories of having implants and being tortured for decades. They give accounts of their families being placed into jeopardy and used as “subjects.” Human experimentation has been made generational with the victims watching helplessly, unable to spare their loved ones of this tragedy. Was this what my mother went through? Did she know?
Perhaps the things that are happening to me now are just the “end game” of a cruel “managed” life?
“You are probably on somebody’s list somewhere,” is what I’ve been told by several people who I’ve told my story to. Some have said this so nonchalantly that you would think non-consensual human experimentation was somehow accepted, even expected. What have we become?
Humanity hasn’t completely gotten through the nuclear weapon age. Lately, we are treated to the specter of Iran becoming a nuclear power with the fear of another “cold war” starting. But In many ways DEWs are even more dangerous than nuclear weapons. Directed energy weapons allow people to kill other people without any “fingerprints.”
Rather than ask “why me” perhaps the question should be “why are we going down this path?” The end point for this essay is this: Whatever the reason, the use of directed energy weapons upon ANYONE is unjustifiable and the closest thing I’ve witnessed to pure evil.