They can't read my brain, that's silly ....they have followed me so long they know my habits and control me that way ....there is no help for anything, no since being alive , I'm dying and they are all winning
Thanks for your comments and in general I agree. I am working on setting up a website and I am now convinced that it is important for all of us to speak out, to support each other, to participate in the work it will take to stop these crimes. I am prepared to do that and already working on it. I know I will (and already am) being "punished" for my efforts but I don't care. I will do everything I can to prevent this from happening to more people.
I do as much as I can, but the physical pain is exhausting and I reach points where I need to retreat. The site I'm building is strengthinnumbersti.wordpress.com. It's for all of us and I hope you'll check it out. I will look at yours too.
Now the neighbours have it in for me, since I am jobless at home. The male Perp is working hard to control my mind. He's trying to tell me what to do. He so angry that I ignore him. He want me to get irritated and argue with him. He helps everybody to get information about me, so they can hurt me with that info. So you see there is no love there. Me recorded thoughts is their information. I made a joke about it todady he tell his supporters and followers to press play and there you have it the info they need along with instructions on how to harass me. It is very strange that no one wants to be near me and help me. I live solitair with out any understanding or love at all. No one wants to give the Perps Media up. It is Slaunder, but nobody cares enough about me to help me stop it.
Thanks Cat Cat for your advice. Somehow I have a problem with thinking postive about the people around me. They act like parates. I hear my words coming out of their mouths, too many people have a lot to say about me. I can walk on the street without being harassed. I am going to have a hard time thinking postive about the strangers I meet where ever I go. The are so mean and cold. They even help the Perps isolate me. Nobody wants to be my friend or act normal to me. The good people are far from me. The Perps are so happy about that.
It's true they use the same torture over and over again. When they see me read a new article or read a blog or watch a YouTube film the add new torture the have learned through me. If something is new to them they immediately start doing it to me. The one of the new thing they learned through me complaining about the former Perp was that he tried to slit my throath. So he tried that, I got rash from that torture. Since I am black you see a dark place at the back of my neck. It itches and I get pimpels first after scratching them. If I keep on doing it can bleed. What works for me is learning about everything they do to me. I have to understand it too it helps not to get Stockholm syndrome. I write a lot down on paper, so I can remember. My memory gets blocked to think, remember and understand a lot. The less I know the more nonsense they can make me believe. The perps are on of the most evil people I have met. I told everybody that my good ideas came from them. I have seen a lot of his basket head of friends on the street talking bad about me. I even had some kind of social worker supporting him into isolating me and making sure I don't have enough money to buy food. He made sure I didn't find another job, just because I didn't want to go to a company he had in mind. I believe it was a workplace he and the Perps had set up from me to be treated bad. It's all about the name, if I watch a film let's say about Laura the Perps will make sure every where I go there's a person named Laura who hates me. He can use the film and subject of the film against me in real life. The person Laura will really end up hating me because of the Perps This is one of the methods they use. It could be any name they. Laura is just an example. It's a dirty trick, but it works I meet a lot of people every week who hate me.
G-d has tremendous mercy and will look after everyone. In the eyes of g-d, g-d will do something really big. G-d is the only force and no human being can take his place. Everyone should really connect with G-d and G-d will assist.
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