"If your thinking of harming yourself please call a hotline or ask for help. For me meds and my own curiosity of this tech has helped me. Its weak inside us and can be manipulated but yes they are cruel. Stay strong, find a way to be more powerful.…"
Over the last several months they have been stopping me from doing all activity.Im not allowed to read, write, walk, housework, music....nothing! Even eating. They want me to lay down on my bed in misery all day long. Its been so hard, lve become hugely depressed.They want me smoking cigs and thats it....cigarettes have become all l do. I tried to give them up last couple of days and they are hitting me with misery....making me feel suicidal if l try to stop.Im about to drink a bottle of wine…See More