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the BS they say......

Do you get alot of personal harassment from the perps, do they oppose all your opinions, ideas, thoughts and put you down constantly? I dont have the cleanest past. Ive been a substance abuser for many years (in hindsight i think they had alot to do with giving me addiction problems) Apart from that I was in a relationship and cheated on the person and wasnt the best girlfriend i guess. They say my sins are worse than a child-abuser???? What the???

They say im a cheating, lying slut…


Added by suzy on April 17, 2012 at 8:19am — 4 Comments

i want to end this pain

This life is too hard to live. All i want to do is throw myself into my mothers arms and cry non-stop telling her everything im going through, but of course no-one believs me. This is somewhat the most painful part, the inability to get support from the people you love. Im thinking of ending my life, really feeling so much pain its unbearable. I want to take an overdose. Im doing all the wrong things, smoking pot, drinking, dabbling in heroin all in an effort to escape. I hate this existence…


Added by suzy on April 14, 2012 at 4:00pm — 10 Comments

what really gets me down

Any form of abuse or torture is the LAST thing ANY creature deserves to experience but my biggest torture is the one to my heart and soul - the loss of my loves ones and friends and human connections I used to make in life. That is all gone now, just a memory that I cherish somewhere inside where it hutrs. The loss of connection with humanity is what kills the most.Sorry Happy Easter everyone, its Thursday Easter evening in Oz. I can hear the commotions of people having holiday parties in…


Added by suzy on April 5, 2012 at 5:30pm — 2 Comments

is anyone else subject to the nightmares

I get nightmares - horrible!! Including graphic images , doe snayone elase get these?? Is there any way to stop them?

Added by suzy on April 3, 2012 at 10:02am — 2 Comments

government help

I have a problem with faith in God also but I have less faith in the government to do anything. People have been trying all sorts of things from law suits to just trying to get official acknowledgements to these crimes to no avail. There is no-one in power to answer us because no-one can, they are not above the matrix that enslaves them.

Added by suzy on April 3, 2012 at 9:44am — 2 Comments

why we cant find government help


We are not above the matrix and no-one is. The only way to help one another is to form TI communities because NO-ONE elase will listen to our pleas for help

n. pl. ma·tri·ces (m tr -s z , m t r -) or ma·trix·es
1. A situation or…

Added by suzy on April 3, 2012 at 9:30am — 2 Comments

has anyone been perped by children??

I have and it feels so creepy as they are supposed to be the innocents. I mean REAL perping like them repeating your thoughts and things like that. A child is too young to make an informed decision about this scenario so to me this is further proof people are programmed/robotted to do this to us without their consent.

Added by suzy on April 3, 2012 at 4:19am — 5 Comments

my proof that gangstalkers/perps/harassers are acting under the influence of mind control (not their free mind)

I dont mean the top level organisers of our harassment (they are the ones doing the mind-controlling) but I mean almost everyone else, from your neighbour, to your doctor, to the strangers in the street who "perp" us.

I have gotten very used to gangstalking but Ive still always wondered HOW/WHY people could act so inhumanely. Now I know it is all through mind programming and manipulation. Electronically this can begin while a baby is still in the womb.

People CAN be remotely…


Added by suzy on March 30, 2012 at 4:30pm — 3 Comments

a calling from God....

I heard someone on the forum mention this recently. I havnt before really wanted to go down this track because I think we are all special and no-one is better than anyone but has anyone ever felt they had a special calling from God that the perpetrators are thrying to thwart us/stop us from carrying out.

I have been targetted since at least 3 years old, less I believe - I think many of us have but the perps dont give you a full intoruduction until your older, how many of you have…


Added by suzy on March 17, 2012 at 1:30pm — 4 Comments

what if religion is made up??

With all the heads of every spiritual religion aware of this attrocity happening to us how does one continue in faith? I have been perped by priests, nuns, monks, Christians and im aware the hierarchy of all religions know what is happening to us. If they dont even believe in religion properly how do we - they are the teachers and role-models of religion. What if all religion is man-made??  ....... sorry......losing my faith.....and it hurts, its all i have left.

Added by suzy on March 12, 2012 at 5:21am — 3 Comments

Who still has faith in a good God?

The last straw.....after losing all faith in mankind the perps have led me to lose faith in Christ. He was all I had left who was constant goodness to me. The perpetrators tell me THEY are God and they are constantly using their powers to prove to me they run this universe. They have told me they fabricated the entire story of Jesus to build the church and make huge money from suckers like me. I know I shouldnt believe them but with all their power and the efficiency they use it with I dont…


Added by suzy on March 8, 2012 at 4:56am — 5 Comments

television harassment

Has anyone else experienced this?? I am constantly being watched and harassed via tv/radio. At first I thought it was only "live" television (which made perfect sense) but now Ive realised its happening via what should be pre-recorded television shows, like they are actually acting them out in realtime. I can change channels and it will still be happening on the next channel. This one is completely baffling to me. How do they do this??

Added by suzy on March 6, 2012 at 3:28am — 12 Comments

CAULBEARER- i found it !!! to anyone childhood victims !!!

Hey remember someone said they might be a caulbearer.

I wondered why children would be targetted as i have been a child target and i know many of you have said you are also. I had to find out WHY children as they always pass it off as something you have done in your adulthood but for me its been since very young.

I found it!!!

See if any of you RELATE to this because I really do.



Added by suzy on February 3, 2012 at 3:25pm — 2 Comments

is there anywhere to just talk to other TI's

This site is full of technological and political information & altho I understand the importance of this where can we go to just talk to one another, support one another, make friends and keep contact coz many of us are so isolated.

Does anyone know of any forums or chat-rooms, anything where TI's can just talk.  Im suprised we keep ourselves so isolated when they impose isolation on us already. Im sick of hearing about politics & technology, I just want a friend in this world…


Added by suzy on December 9, 2011 at 2:30pm — 5 Comments

what is happening to this world??

Its official, everyone in my city is either a perp or if they are not immediately they become one soon enough. The gangstalking occuring in this world is on a massive scale. I dont know what experiences you have had with it but in my experience manKIND is becoming manCRUEL.

Whats your opinion? Are people really just being talked or conned into becoming perps? Or are they being mind-controlled just as we are? This network is too big for so many people to be so inhumane.



Added by suzy on December 3, 2011 at 4:58am — 20 Comments

were you a chosen target at childhood?

I first noticed my targetting in 2005 and so thought it all began there as with many other TI's we are being introduced to this in this new millenium. But Ive thought back and can now trace this back to peculiar events/dreams in my childhood. Do many of you believe you were a chosen target as a child and they've kept an eye on you until this new millenium where they have chosen to exercise this targetting?

My thinking is I wonder WHY particular people are chosen as targets. I wonder…


Added by suzy on November 27, 2011 at 11:15am — 20 Comments

does anyone else get lonely?

I feel like i went to sleep and woke up in a different world. People used to be kind and friendly now the world is so hostile. Thank God this thing is open enough we have found each other, must have been pretty lonely for the first TI's who had no communication.

What do you do to stop from feeling so alone in this strange world??

Added by suzy on November 14, 2011 at 5:44am — 4 Comments

isolation imposed

Do you find that when you meet new people every relationship takes the same turn - downhill??

I cant keep a friend or aqaintance no matter how hard i try.

Added by suzy on November 4, 2011 at 10:44am — 10 Comments

hi tech abilities - or scarier is it God??

Has anyone else realised the organisers are able to manipulate time so that even though the years seem to be running consecutively they are not doing so with correct freedom.

They are forcing us to move backwards in time, to lose time. I believe they may have learnt how to freeze time.

These people are NOT God are they?? Because their abilities to do the undoable are amazing. Ive seen them materialise things that weren't there right before my eyes. How can this be?



Added by suzy on November 4, 2011 at 5:20am — 1 Comment

i was wondering

Why are we such a weak network ? It seems that the electronic info rolls out in posts all the time but where is the human contact? We need each other , for many of us we're all each other has. Why aren't we communicating more on how we are getting by, keeping in touch, giving advice and support in the blogs section. I would love for us to have more personal blogs we can support each other with.

For me lately its just been coming to terms with how many people are involved in this…


Added by suzy on September 6, 2011 at 6:23am — 7 Comments

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