Worldwide Campaign to stop the Abuse and Torture of Mind Control/DEWs
Ever since my targeting started their mojo has been that they are attacking me because l have sinned against God and they have legal universal rights to do it. I "belong" to them according to their warped logic. According to them it is past life sins l am paying for and l have to make right in this life to be freed. The bible teaches we live one life but l have researched that the truth of reincarnation was wiped from the bible (ld say by them if its true)
Anyway they programmed me to addictions for as long as l can remember. As a child l craved sugar highs then by my teens alcohol then later drugs so lve always craved relief from substances because they subliminally programmed me to be this way. I have maintained periods of abstinence but when the torture gets too much l seek relief.
The perps are warning me that if l dont go straight God will reject me for sin of addiction. Its too weird like they are telling me what l should do to save myself but at the same time mind controlling me to use. They are basically saying if you dont stop you are going to hell but our mind control is not going to let you stop so putting me in an impossible situation.
I have heard it from them for so long that it has brainwashed me. When l listen to God with my heart l dont feel His judgement only His eternal love for me but they are so pervasive that they interrupt the flow of truth and convince me that l am facing harsh judgement.
Its so hard because when lm tempted to use drugs l plead.....God please stop me stop me stop me. And despite my absolute desire not to lm like a robot doing it despite my will and desire.
Im sure they are just playing a pressure game with me but lm so scared God wont forgive me. They have me brainwashed to believe their utter bull and deep down l know its lies but l also believe in the power of righteousness. I feel so trapped.
Will God judge me?