Hi Stephan ; The targeting, against me, is also bad in Thailand....The "Slow Kill" contract has followed me through 16 countries, since September 2009 (I left the USA the month after JFK's brother 'Ted Kennedy' had died.).........The implants were able, to locate me by the DNA resonance frequency, of my eyes, after being shot in the the vicinity, of where I was. They are site specific, felt like tiny chards, of glass, in my eyes until they morphed their way into my eyes...It took approx. 4 months, for them to self assemble, self replicate, & conduit with my neural system enough, that I was able to realize the implant's capabilities....The implants transmit & receive, visual imagery.... The first set, of ocular implants, were later deliberately disabled by the cabal...The next implants were inadvertently disabled (Viajira Hospital in Bangkok), when they were doing dissolution of memory, against me (EM Pulse, Chemicals, & Drugs),,,That set, of ocular implants, were shot into both of my eyes by laser, which tore retinas in both of my eyes...The retina in my right eye became detached, which has caused me, to be blind in my right eye.....I later went, for eye surgery, aster the implants were disabled....I paid cash, for surgery, to recover my vision but my doctor was given a "Gag Order", when the cabal had me re-implanted, while under anesthesia ........ I interviewed my eye surgeon on video, after the cabal had re-implanted me.....This is my email address :
I also live in my mums home but shes aging and when she passes the hoise will be split with my brother. I dont like thinking about my mum passing but the future does scare me. I wont be able to afford my own home so things will be uncertain. People our age are in their prime, raising their families and enjoying life...lm just worried about what the future will bring. I hate that my extended family and family friends all either think lm a bludger or lm mentally sick. This is so not the life l envisioned for myself. I have to count my blessings. Im not as badly targeted as many Tls but lm aware that things can be made worse at any time. So lve halved my medication and as predicted they upped the attacks. Last night they attacked me all night in my sleep. They brought me into other relms where they were assualting me physically and sexually. It made me want to take the meds again but lm going to persist with quitting them. I already have arthritis and lm too scared of ending up immobilized. I can think of nothing worse then being bedridden and a Tl. Its good that you have a friend to catch up with, someone yoir own age that you can banter with. Its alsogood that he doesnt judge you. My friends all turned against me in one go. That was before l became a target but now l realise the perps arranged it all even back then. That hurt me a lot and lve not made many friends since. Youre lucky that the perps dont turn yr mate against you. Ive come to the conclusion that they control everything. They like to play God. I hope yr enjoying yr lrish summer. Its winter here and l have the winter blues...cant wait til it warms up a bit. A new girl posted on here...Hanna. i always feel sorry for new Tls. I remember how scared and alone l felt in the beginning. Ppink is good...the only forum for targets l think but its not very interactive (unless theres an argument going on-haha) Every now and then someone comes here who thinks they can change the situation. I used to think that in the beginning. I gave up looking for answers a long time ago. I think the only answer is God! Keep up the fight Stephen!
Me also since 2005 but l believe they've always been watching me and planning this. The early times were crazy, the gangstalking was rife and l was running around telling everyone about this, trying to convince them l was a victim of this persecution. Of course nobody believed me and l got the schizophrenia label which l will never live down now. I hate that my whole family thinks lm mental and l don't have a single friend left anymore. I'm 44 now and l was just 30 when this started. You would have been just 27. It's such a big chunk of our lives to have taken from us. We've had so much stolen from us. I couldn't maintain a steady job so l reluctantly accepted the doctor's schizophrenia diagnosis just so l could get the disability benefit. I was lucky it was approved. My chance of having my own family is gone now and l don't think l could ever let a partner in....there's too much about my life that l can't share with ppl. Sometimes lve been tempted to tell someone in the hope that they believe me but then l think better of it....l know nobody would believe me. I live with my mum in her home. She's really good to me but it's hard being an adult and living with yr parents. She doesn't trust me to go anywhere alone. I just wish sometimes l was living a normal, independent adult life. But overall l have it pretty good compared to many Tls. I have a roof over my head. I've experienced so many crazy things during my years as Tl as lm sure you have too. Their capabilities are really scarey and they can make life hell. I always have a fear that they will drive me back to the psych ward. They can so easily do it. I'm glad yr life is manageable and things aren't toooo bad. I've been led to believe there is a greater spiritual reason behind all this. The mind boggles. Sorry for the long vent Stephen. It helps to talk sometimes. PM me anytime you need. Keep up the fight and don't let em get ya down! Take care mate!
Yes l know what you mean about electronic induced psychosis...they do this to me sometimes. I have reduced my meds and they have upper the anti on me. Good luck with everything Stephen. This is a hard way to live. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
I was at the doctor's yesterday and he told me l have high prolactin which is something caused by anti psychotic medication. He told me that with these meds there's a possibility they can cause bone deterioration over time. He's sending me for a bone density test. I'm really worried as l have all these health issues ATM. I've been on these things for years but on a low dose. I'm now trying to get off them. I know the perpetrators are going to try and stop me but l have to fight and give it everything lve got!