They use sorrow as a weapon in the harrasment system. They "shoot" me with this weapon for example in stores with high security. In my town it is for example in Esprit, Stadium, Intersport, Asko, but not in H&M, Gina Tricot, Jysk. As I wrote earlier, it took them a while to activate the thought of my mom in the system. Now they are using it all the time. Today I went to Stadium and in about 1-2 minutes I suddenly, in an unnatural way, remembered my mom's death, and I know it was them who caused it. It is very obvious. It is very difficult to explain this but I hope one day they will be caught and put in to justice.

They have also made it very difficult for me to write in this blog. They keep me in constant harrasment. At work, they kind of leave me alone and I am able to focus on my work.  One day I was working at my desk at work, I was talking to many people on the phone and focusing intensively on the computer programs. I felt I was getting tired because of blood sugar drop, so I got up, went to the kitchen to eat some fruits. I focused on eating the sweet fruits and I relaxed for a few minutes. When I was eating the fruit I felt how I got my energy back and I got a bit happier (you know this feeling) and immediately they started the voice harrasment! It feels like they can follow how I feel. Immediately when I am relaxed they start the harrasment, but when I'm working and focusing they leave me alone.

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Today was the first day they had the system activated on the grave yard. It's unbelievable. I actually thought, they might have left it in peace. I have visited the grave yard recently almost every day. It's very beautiful at this time of the year in Finland. There's a lot of flowers and it's colorful and green. The summer time is only 3-4 months long, so people bring lots of flowers and make the graves pretty. Today, at the entrance my forehead was tickled, then I kind of lost my feelings and it became hard to breath. This is what they do in the center of the town, supermarkets, malls, etc. and for targeted individuals also at home. Before this day, I have seen only a few people visiting the grave yard at the same time as me and they have not been close to me, but further away, and there were no signs of gang stalking. Today was the first day I could notice elements of gang stalking. I think that by activating the system they take away people's feelings, and by "adding on" some anxiety it's possible to connect them to the system.

It took them one week to update the voice harassment system after my mother passed away. I went to a big supermarket. They said "your mom is not here", in Finnish "äiti ei oo täällä". Just when I had a few minutes when I was thinking about something else (focusing on grocery shopping), they brought it  to my mind again. I wonder, if anyone else heard it. I think they have made my hearing sensitive to this voice. It feels like there is no freedom of thought anymore. Not in public places, not at home. They try to control peoples' feelings. The voice in this supermarket is different than else where. I think they might do it locally. I just wonder, where did they get the information from and what rights do they have?

I don't know where to begin to tell you about my life as targeted. 

Recently, my mom passed away. She was too young to die. I believe her death was caused by electronic harassment. Maybe not directly, but indirectly. Blurring her mind so that she couldn't think clearly and that lead to death.

I have been targeted since 2015. That is 4 years now. At that time I lived in Helsinki, Finland. The first day I was surrounded by gang stalking was in May 2015. It was a special day for my, because I was going to hand in my thesis work. I had never heard of such a thing as gang stalking, so I was really confused. Not until one year later I found out on the Internet that it was called gang stalking and electronic harassment. 6 months later, in November 2015, they started the electronic harassment. Hundreds, if not over thousand chocks on my body every day and voice harassment all the time. It was like a living nightmare, and still is.