Amber Wilson's Posts

It's the government ....no help for me

Posted by Amber Wilson on November 25, 2017 at 3:22pm

I'm just rambling now but I used to have an awesome life.....I was a teacher (still kind of am but not loving it and they are making it impossible)....then I began a short lived career as a skydiver, even made a few BASE jumps.....but just like the famous film point break with Patrick swayze (my rapist actually did the stunts for that film and many more) a lot of the film rings true.....my abuser is a extreme sport junkie so it makes since that he's government involved and trains the army, knows a few presidents, was head of CIA ......AND IM JUST A NOBODY who accused him of rape....I was warned to shut my mouth, but I never did .....my life is fucked, I can't jump anymore and every extreme sport I've tried afterwards I was not welcomed

please god help me

Posted by Amber Wilson on November 20, 2017 at 5:48pm

I know ive lost, i know im worthless, and i wish i could take my own life...how can i worship the god who did this to me so i will no longer be a target ...ive begged for my life for so many painful years as I am begging now

worthless

Posted by Amber Wilson on November 20, 2017 at 5:47pm

I know i am worthless, how can i worship the god who is targeting me so I can finally have some peace in my life