It's the government ....no help for me

[Amber Wilson]

I'm just rambling now but I used to have an awesome life.....I was a teacher (still kind of am but not loving it and they are making it impossible)....then I began a short lived career as a skydiver, even made a few BASE jumps.....but just like the famous film point break with Patrick swayze (my rapist actually did the stunts for that film and many more) a lot of the film rings true.....my abuser is a extreme sport junkie so it makes since that he's government involved and trains the army, knows a few presidents, was head of CIA ......AND IM JUST A NOBODY who accused him of rape....I was warned to shut my mouth, but I never did .....my life is fucked, I can't jump anymore and every extreme sport I've tried afterwards I was not welcomed