I am a small country was a 24-hour secret agency to carry out the spirit of the victims of persecution, may be in my mother's belly, I was a fascist group of criminals using satellite eye on me, I should have been a beautiful Appearance, the well-being of a happy childhood, a warm family, but rather those in my life, almost all do not feel, and for this reason that when the brain waves in the face o f inhuman persecution of the organization crazy, but I completely lost The resistance, just as I do from a young age and those who have been victims of surveillance, I do not know when to start with memory. Unfortunately, there are many things I do not remember, but that scene took place in my heart tremble with fear of the things I remember.Many people want to know that what I high three do experience? Saw is difficult have chats big Eight Do's and Don'ts time, suddenly has thought of the high three lives, althoughin the brains to considers the matter which occurs is not very clear, but is the personal experience, why couple days ago did I also and high three teachers write a letter tell them me to meet that serious appearance frequently, I thought that brain controlling how can also'terase. Just entered high three me to suffer fully by the brain controlling design game one year, brain controlling has instilled into to me the thought: As a female student, but likes me in the school teachers and students, does not divide the men and women, to test my sincerity I Is very serious, and had the illusion, the thought for has twisted. That is I felt that schoolmates knew I thought that has is can also say by them, then all these cause my even more spirit break. They also make the false sound to scold me. Does not stop at heart thought that are a child is not mature. I will have in the classroom cry but afterward not to make noise. I have 15 days in the school not to eat meal continuously drink water, one year gets down always does not leave the school desk I not to speak with schoolmate, studies since childhood does not like speaking does not like the lower position playing. Actually wants but how not to dare at heart to move. After the college entrance examination, the company graduates the card not to take escapes the school, that is not the person day really, looks like the hell same life to be subject to the suffering, really very painful is very painful.After the college entrance examination, after going home, I must do (cries) am not the school person, but is the world person parents also does not let off. Feared very much at heart that I can do this matter for a lifetime, then I then die share, because I do not understand do this. I hide all day at home, has not eaten, I thought that I have not made the wrong thing to embolden buy the spot to eat. Afterward brain controlling emitted the sound in my cerebrum. I then run away to Nan County arrive at the maternal family, also has many matters in there. Afterward the father met me to Suzhou, to Suzhou that day on, because brain controlling made very strongly the radiation lets I be very bothersome, grandfather spoke, I said unexpectedly must kill them. Like this is misunderstood I to have neurosis to enter the hospital in hospital. I want also to be the intention which brain controlling does this.Now realizes the shape for not, in own grasps in the scope, several years, they have let actually also my spirit always occupy the highly nervous state, lets me feel that the life to terminus, had known at heart is actually they are using this sinister method to cause me intentionally one to let me have no way step by step to revolt, but radiates is very strong, I beyond control live in myself, the heart, the eye, the throat, and entire seriously has locked in the brain, always a body likely divides into two parts, is weakest in this cerebrum, they input the massive preliminary information to me, thus lets meBecomes the handle which in unconsciousness situation they play with, I discovered that my thought is disturbed by their information, language duplication which does not stop in the brain, the thought cannot disperse, looks like them frequently in my brain picture that circle by the type, all cannot let loose, also cannot take. The tinnitus causes me not to be able to speak, in the brain also does not have the writing, the life really looks like an invisible jail. Sometimes as soon as they link one week not to let my bowel movement, lets me feel that is very uncomfortable. One day discovered successively own between lips lived six fires to soak, the throat was very sore, the brain went against has serious twitching, also not section getting a high fever. Continual three days ever have not felt better, my value rest in that three days on the bed, cannot eat, cannot stand, as soon as stand my cerebrum to twitch are very sore, the sore quick medicine faints, often also unceasing blind, I rest on the bed they let me remember the injury which unceasingly the childhood received, also has cried for three days. I felt that I am very uncomfortable, unceasing injures itself, heard brain controlling saying that “I did not do” possibly am by my extreme behavior was felt was startled very much. Now I still the brain controlled fiercely, also makes frequently I am very sad, but my metropolitan examination is adjusting itself now, the elephant slowly equally copes with their me to respond very quickly now. Now I do not want to go to the victim belt to that sad world, what I need is optimistic, brave, but also some body is pure is supporting me to probably be just .Although I knew that my life too will not be long, but I will insist that will wage the struggle with the Fascist unlawful element, only then not in vain I in vain will come in this world to walk.过了2008年脑控24小时迫害我整整21年了我是一名从小就被国家秘密机构24小时进行精神迫害的受害者，可能在我妈妈肚子里的时候，我就被这群法西斯不法分子用卫星盯上了我，本来我应该有一个漂亮的外表，一个幸福快乐的童年，还有一个温馨的家庭，而恰恰这些在我的生活中几乎都感受不到，也正因如此，当面对脑电波组织疯狂无人性的迫害时，我却完全失去了抵抗能力，就像那些和我一样从小被监视的受害者一样，我不知道什么时候开始有了记忆。可惜是有许多事我都不记的了，但那一幕幕发生在我心里的胆战心惊的事我仍记忆犹新。有许多人想知道我高三到底经历什么？看到难有们聊大八荣八耻的时候，突然想到了自己高三的生活，虽然头脑里对当是发生的事不是很清晰，但毕竟是自己亲身经历的，前几天我还和高三老师写了一封信告诉他们为什么我经常会那个严重的样子，我想脑控者怎么也抹不掉。刚进高三我被脑控者设计的游戏整整折磨了一年，脑控者给我灌输了思想：作为一名女生，但在校的师生都喜欢我，不分男女，为了测试我的真心我必须吃他们然后再在他们面前哭出来并告诉他们我也喜欢他们，他们就会给钱我还会放过我让我自由自在的生活。哭就是所谓的做，到后来没有做出来，就不准吃饭不准喝水不准上课不准听老师的声音只准不停的写自己的其他课程，还不准离开课桌不然他们就会虐待我，这是脑控者给我灌输的思想。因从小接触的不多我竟然认为这一切都是真的，当然那群法西斯不法分子并没有给我开通语音对话，而且在这种情况下我被脑控的很严重，并产生了幻觉，思想给歪曲了。那是我感觉同学都知道我想的，有是还能被他们说出来，那么这一切使我更加精神崩溃。他们还制造假音来骂我。心里不停想自己是个小孩还不成熟。我有在课堂上哭过但事后都不会出声。在学校我有连续15天没有吃饭喝水，一年下来从来都不离开课桌我从来没有和同学说过话，从小读书起就不爱说话也不爱下位玩。其实心里想但怎么都不敢动。高考后连毕业证没有拿就逃出学校，那真不是人过的日子，像地狱一样的生活备受煎熬，真的很痛苦很痛苦。高考后回家后我要做（哭）的不是学校的人而是全世界的人连父母也都不放过。心里很怕，难道我要一辈子都干这事，那我只有死的份，因为我不懂的这样做。我整天躲在家里，没有吃的，我就认为自己没有做错事而壮胆出去买点吃的。后来脑控者在我大脑里放出声音。我接着逃到南县到外婆家，在那里也发生许多事。后来爸来接我到了苏州，到苏州那天就因为脑控者把辐射弄的很强让我很烦，爷爷说话的时候，我居然说要杀了他们。就这样被误会我有精神病进了医院住院。我想也是脑控者的这样做的意图。现在意识形为都不在自己的所掌握的范围内，其实也有好几年了，他们让我的精神总是处在高度紧张状态，让我感到生命到了尽头，其实心里自己知道是他们在故意用这种毒辣的手段来使我一步步让我没法反抗，但辐射很强，我无法控制住自己，心脏，眼，喉，及整个在脑都严重锁住了，总个身体像分成两个部分，在这大脑最软弱的时候，他们向我输入大量的低级的信息，从而让我在无意识的情况下成为他们玩弄的把柄，我发现我的思想被他们那些信息所干扰,语言在脑里不停的复制出来，思维散不开，就像他们常常在我脑里画的那个圈以样，一切都放不开，也拿不出去。耳鸣使我说不出话出，脑里也没有文字，生活真的像个无形的监狱。他们有时一连一个星期不让我大便，让我感觉很难受。一天先后发现自己的嘴里生了六个火泡，喉咙很疼，脑顶有严重的抽搐，还不段的发高烧。连续了三天从没有好过，在那三天里我一值都睡在床上，不能吃，不能站起来，一站起来我大脑抽搐就很疼，疼的都快药晕倒，时常还不断的失明，我睡在床上他们不断让我想起过去小时候所受到的伤害，也哭了三天。我感觉自己很难受，就不断的伤害自己，听到脑控者说，“我不干了”可能是被我过激的行为感到很吃惊。现在我仍然脑控厉害，也常常弄的我很忧伤，但现在我会试着调节自己，慢慢的像现在一样对付他们我反应很快。现在我不想去被害人者带到那个悲伤的世界里，我需要的是乐观，勇敢，还有一身的清白在支持我必须要正义。虽然我知道我的生命不会太长，但我会坚持与法西斯不法分子做斗争，才不枉我白来这世上走一趟。
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