#587 Humans are full of ugly and horrible secrets, pride, fear, shame..............you don't see that we don't have a choice do you? We don't remain isolated and alone by choice. Relationships are of love, lust, infatuation or emotional or financial dependence. There are a few more but that is the reality of it. Rich men marry for lust and prestige a beautiful wife, a trophy wife while beautiful women reach there pinnacle by marrying for wealth and fame. All to often we see the old gnarly rich and powerful guy with this babe beside them. This isn't the point, what the point is, is that relationships can also be adversarial. We expect the significant other to not change to much or to fast or feel ashamed of them. There is an entire divorce system with divorce lawyers, counselors and judges making a living on these truths/facts.As TI's we are sabotaged in every way. We become poorer our health declines we are under constant assault. The strong man is made weak the beautiful woman made ugly the wealthy made poor. It is more than enough to cause love and support to turn to detachment and an adversarial situation. Only a partner who can really see the world for what it is and possibly understands the assault we are under could weather our destruction and stand by us. It is human nature to jump off a sinking ship. Even if they do hang in there they can become targeted along with the kids and other family members. It isn't a healthy situation. My children have stuck by me, they have for me like I have for them an instinctual love and attachment. They used that love actually in the forced suicide to try and get me to commit suicide, the most hurtful thing I ever experienced in my life and I'm sure they studied it.I'm happy you aren't under going this though and you shouldn't be, our attachments are under attack, coworkers, employer, friends, family. They are cutting right to our primal influences and attempting to sever all relationships that we have. There are so many things about ourselves that most people don't want to look at or really understand, they are ugly.With V2K and millimeter wave they experiment with action and reaction, they understand our prejudices, they understand all of our weaknesses, fears, loves, lusts, jealousies and hatreds. We are full of ugly and horrible defects. We are left raw and exposed, we have no secrets, only excepting these faults and defects can we live with the assault and ourselves. There is no pride, there is no shame all is exposed we are stripped bare. Maybe that is why they call it the voice of GOD when used in combination with millimeter wave to measure the response of our breathing and heart rates to all situations, thoughts and ideas, but it isn't God at all.Peter Rosenholm
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