8 march 2010 - In my own world

I know that I am a little in my own world.
Egocentrical. My view. What I know, what I suffer.
I read about what people say, what they experience, I see myself.
More than one time, i manage to put my own worldview on things.
I guess that I've been pending from one explanation to the other over the last 3 years, since the targeting got evident.

I thought first that everything was a misunderstanding.
Later, I thought that the swedish police or secret police was too stupid and they must have done some misstake.
I even thought that they didn't like my ideas or me as a person.
I blamed racism, i was an immigrant in sweden.

Later I thought that everything was about some kind of sick racial hygienism.

I have been afraid. Very afraid.
I trembled from inside.

But one day I managed to observe them. The stalkers.
I started to mimick them.

I used to hurt them back because i knew that they would find out.
They not only got hurt, but very insecure.

They started to attack me even more - I gave them the finger.

They started to give me the impression that they left me alone and let me go for periods of times, so the new attack would be a shock to me. It was a few times. But I don't expect less of them.

MOst perps involved in gang stalking are either low life, young people or old folks.

Today the gardener looked strange at me, and I realized that he was angry when I said that gang stalkers were normally low life.

For him - that look - made him think that he stalked me or hurt me.
For me it arouse another question: Was he who destroyed the front wheel of my bike?

Who cares. I saw the challenge in it anyway, and fixed it.
And he seems to know what he is.
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  • "Prisoners wore ill-fitting smocks and stocking caps, rendering them constantly uncomfortable. Guards called prisoners by their assigned numbers, sewn on their uniforms, instead of by name. A chain around their ankles reminded them of their roles as prisoners."

    Maybe that's why they even destroy what belongs to us, makes it easier for them to be perps, in their view we have less worth if not everything is in order. I guess.
  • Therefore the leader is of great importance.
  • There was an experiment done a long time ago, calles the Standford Prison Experiment.
    Students were divided in 2 groups: one group played police men and one group played prisoners.
    IN a few days, the students forgot that it was an experiment and they hurt the prisoners really bad.
    In all ways.
    The prisoners started a revolt
    The prisonguards worked over time just to be there and punish the prisoners.
    Before that they were classmated and friends, and in a few days it escalated into something incredible.

    They had to end the experiment only after 6 days because it got out of hand.
    The experiment shows that good people are very easily influenced by evil and forget about who they are and actually take their roles seriously and think more about what their position is, and what group they belong to.

    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stanford_prison_experiment

    It explains nazi germany and what is happening to us actually.
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