I have been sevierly targeted from start of 2013. There have been symptoms long before that such as humming, strange clear sounds from neighbours, epileptic seizures and possibly stalking (my friends noted me about strange cars always hanging around my appartment though I didn't pay much attention to them myself. At least one of those friends has been targeted himself too).
At the beginning of the year 2013 I started to hear faint talking through air conditioning which I first couldn't hear clearly. Soon I began to hear their words clearly and I thought my mind was playing tricks on me. A few months of believing I was falling into psychosis the voices started to speak straight to me and we had very reasanable conversations and they tried hard to make me believe that they are real (not psychosis). As I gathered more information about them I started to notice the information they were talking was not the product of my own head. Some of the information and stories I hadn't and could come up by myself and I didn't even trie to make those up. Finally I started to believe the synthetic telepathy was information outside my head but I didn't know who they were and what was their aim. They tricked me to play their mind games, convincing me I was chosen for somekind of game or psychological testing and there were tens of other hypothesis they claimed. All the plots they created ended up always for major dissapointments or even social or physical harm for myself. When I endured the difficulties they started to insist me to commit suicide. That I did not do and still won't do though the torture continues.
The torture includes insomnia, synthetic telepathy 24/7, heart palpitations, brain fog, synthetic thought and emotion control, slight pains, memory and concentration problems and insomnia. I may have also been targeted by gang stalkers since during the year 2013 my house was robbed three times and I was approached by people who first played nice to me and later caused painful psychological damage as well as physical assaults and conning and cheating. All this gang stalking caused me to lose my rental house and made me financial damage at least 18000. During all these problems I have lost most of my friends. The police, military, UN and amnesty haven't been willing to help. I've gone to psychiatric care but they just believed Im schizophrenic and put me on antipsychotic pills which didn't help the situation at all. After five months of being on heavy antipsychotic drughs I stopped eating them and I feel actually a little better now. The psychological torture continues and Im in great financial and social problems but slowly Im getting used to it and Im trying forward. Writing more details later...
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