After leaving the first tree I was too weak. So everything blurred, so I went to the road,
for the first time in the opposite direction to San Francisco. Weather it was a good decision
or not I will never know. I had to take some decision after leaving under the tree for more than
one year.
Apparently one of the things that happened is that there was some sort of consensus about me
being classified as a transexual. What made them think that is something that will never be clear
to me. I have never worked as a transexual for getting money from anybody. I am afraid that they
had used a double or some sort of method. Just recently I was able to investigate about mind control.
Above all when I was going to take a shower the man who was in charge of receiving the ticket was always mentioning that word to somebody as soon as I turned my back or left the place. He always did it in such a way
that I could hear him.
The main advantage that all people had at that time is that I thought that I was contaminated with
HIV, so my world had been extrapolated to Mars or something like that and what I heard did not have
too much importance to me.
So basically once I went to this place and endured what they said and saw the sights of silent
disapproval in the faces of some neighbors I secluded myself under the tree to see how I could
survive that nightmare.
Even when living under the tree had its advantages, the fact that I was isolating myself too much
from the world was not clear to me. I could not breath properly, I could not think properly, but
the world continued to whirl. Now I can understand that. At that time I could not.
Another important factor that contributed to isolate me was the violent attitude of certain sectors of
the population. In fact, it was as if somebody had paid money for such coordinated rejection.
By the end of the period under the first tree I heard a young man boasting that he had made $1800.00
singing hate songs about me while the whole thing lasted. Sometimes, when I requested information
in some places about the authors of certain songs I received an ambiguous answer and I noticed that
the people turned very cautious. I am assuming - almost certain that I am in the good direction -
that some of the people who sang the songs were really dangerous.
These guys apparently have been hired again to intimidate and probably kill me.
There have been three years of training and a lot of hypocresy involved on the part of those who are there to control them but in fact use them and sometimes partner with them in crime. It is a rough life.
And information of minorities is used now to destroy lives and make money. Whatever the flavor of the money.
That is why it would be good an investigation. In order to avoid that other minorities like mine were abused and threatened and killed.
I have no doubts that somebody pays them to do what they do.
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