I posted many times about the issue of permanent slight numbness in the tip of my fingers that started some few months after the electronic harassment started, also about the feeling of energy over my forehead somehow seem to getting lower to my upper teeth.
Well, I probably posted something about this: now I'm suffering a very strange symptom related with my throat, where I feel like the muscles don't properly move when I want to swallow, which causes me a lot of anxiety because I feel I'm going to choke (also feel extremely cold but I'm not sure if this is part of the anxiety). This swallowing problem seem to be directly related to the "radiation" intensity that I feel at the time, and unfortunately the intensity is mostly strong.
I find interesting that after staying outside and getting into buildings that aren't just planned (last time 16 floor building), the overall feeling of this energy is dramatically reduced. I felt incredibly good the rest of the day, even focused more. My subjective assumption would be that the harassment (or the "illuminated" devices with these directed energy devices, if there are implants involved) lies on the same principle than microwave energy and heat: accumulation.
Today I was feeling the usual intensity, that feels like a mild headache over the top of the head and forehead, some mild dizziness. The disrupting thing about this is that I've very poor focus, so I was just fighting to keep doing some IT related tasks that I'm trying to learn (for +1 year the disruption is so bad that this is big effort).
Now the bad part: when I tried to use a VR helmet (that totally covered my forehead) I started feeling more overall intensity, and right there happened again! I tried to swallow and the muscles didn't respond, so I had to move the neck little and swallow again, this time successfully. I kept going, and started feeling strange, almost as "disconnected" and barely any energy intensity for some minutes, also very cold but not the extreme coldness from other days. After this happens I always feel terribly bad (cold, aware of swallowing, mild twitching of my jaw), and the mild dizziness and feeling of energy gets slowly back. This is absolutely HORRIBLE and the most terrible physical disruption caused by perps. I'm being slowly and painfully murdered and there is nothing I can do to stop it.
I'm aware that all TIs are attacked with directed energy weapons 24/7 or with a strong intensity, some even just stalked, so this is one of those times that I remember why I can't easily judge other people shielding attempts or angry rants... This feels like being murdered, maybe slowly but the maximum possible physical and psychological pain. These criminals lost their humanity a long time ago and I can't even call them inhuman, so don't be surprised whenever I call them sub-human torturers.
An update about the intestinal issues (keeping absolute transparency over dignity): The doctor says I have "Hypertrophied anal papillae" that it wasn't touched/removed/treated during the colonoscopy, but fortunately the pain is A LOT LOT less now and without the terrible constipation. Maybe the colon cleaning that preceded the colonoscopy helped, hard to know.
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