Hi TI's. Hope your all doing OK? ;) . When I ad the 'wake-up! Call' in the beginning. I use2 get so badly hit wiv attacks! to my body parts all over. At 1st I would think wots going on? Then the attacks wud get worse & worse!. Then I wud get soooo angry! ;( . Then they wud hit me so bad! & the pain I'd feel wud hurt that much!! That I'm not to proud to tell here that I did cry my eyes out! ;( . In these last few years that av passed. My perps av made me cry a few times more. I'm no machine. And like every human being/T'i. I've got feelings that can be put to the test & to test my limits!. But there's 1 thing I've noticed when I brake down & cry? When my body is full of emotion!. As soon as this happens? The pain stops! The fake tinnitus stops!. Then I think?. Does the pain stop because we are giving off various frequencies of emotions. That the perps tech/computer can't figure this out? Its like we av a little escape when we brake down? Computers can't feel our crying emotion right? Like the Terminator film. It couldn't cry? If it can't cry? Then it can't feel our emotion???. So is crying our defence. In our favour?! I know from the start of my attacks! That I sooo did so much crying. But these days I do not!. Also my attacks are sooo less than from the start. Anyways I was jus wondering on that? Take care TI's ;)
Carl, you stated accurately, that you do not believe in our Christian God, so when you refer to God above, what God are you actually referring to? It's an extremely important question, because if it's not the one we believe in, then I'm missing something here in your point. You can't suddenly be speaking about a God you stated quite confidently, that you don't believe in?
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Carl, you stated accurately, that you do not believe in our Christian God, so when you refer to God above, what God are you actually referring to? It's an extremely important question, because if it's not the one we believe in, then I'm missing something here in your point. You can't suddenly be speaking about a God you stated quite confidently, that you don't believe in?