The girl who bullied me from Day 1, my first year in high school, just because I was from a private school and she said her friend's smarter than me (that's the only time I learned what my ranking was in the entrance passers) - as it turns out is connected to all the crowds harassing me even those i do not know.
I did not have any communication with her whatsoever after high school. She's the kind of person I wanna forget. All she has is vile for people who are not even doing anything against her as long as she thinks she can get away with the bullying.
1. The bands.
I wondered before why my ex and the others who I thought, by kismet , appeared in my life were all connected to band and the underground scene ( my circle is not). Turns out this former classmate's closest buddy's linked not only to the bands but to the online boards where the harassers who I was wondering about originated ( I did not know how they appeared in my life and why they were so hostile. I did not know them).
2. She lived in the same compound as my former friend (the one who was with the group who pushed for the Rome Statute).
3. My BF then, before he became my BF and even when he already was, had been telling me about a certain **** (same as her name) who kept calling him in the wee hours of the morning. He told her not to call when I told him I could not commit to a guy who had no idea what commitment was all about, one who would keep entertaining calls from girls who flirt with him.
4. The former friend admitted years later, when I told her that I could not understand the inanity of her attacking me just because I did not break up with my ex when she asked me to (she did not give me any reason. she just asked me to break up with him), that she did so because my BF then was communicating with them (the girls in her circle).
Logic. How will my ex know their numbers if they did not give it to him? (my friend had access to my mobile. She was my roommate.
Granted her friend knew him before (because as it turned out he was the soul mate they kept gushing about, except that I did not know this. i only knew about it when I introduced her to him, when they talked), they so very well know he already was my BF , why would they contact him behind my back?
Did she not even realize that I would notice the discrepancy: they gushed about him before as he was fate's gift to her friend, then suddenly badmouth him and force me to break up with him when I realized he was the guy she kept on telling me stories about before?
Another mystery: if they all knew him before he knew me. was his call a set-up and not a twist of fate?
If indeed she was concerned about me, why did she not give me any reason when she asked me to break up with him. Why did she only tell him about the girls contacting him years after when she knew I was already probing elsewhere and she knew that my ex was trying to get back with me again?
Biggest question: do these girls who she said were communicating with him behind my back include the above mentioned former classmate, her neighbor in the compound at that time? Not only were they neighbors in the compound, they were tight at that time.
5. I just discovered that in the darkest phase of my life (when I decided to destroy myself) the ones who stand out in that self-destruction are closely-connected to her closest buddy (relative). I wondered how these people appeared in my life, I remember telling the person why is it that you seem to know me, you seem to know who I really am.. apparently it's because he's connected to somebody who definitely does. Somebody who'd been pressing my pain buttons ever since.
6. I just found out what the name of her husband is. Searched and found out it's connected to a sattellite contract. Internet connection , as well.
7. They're apparently connected to military/defense.
8. Her parents both work in the postal company. They worked with the very person who taught me what loving really means, the one who had the same manifestations the same time I did. She died a few months after. I lived to write about this.
*in the postal company, they also worked with a girl who was active in the radio/CB crowd. I just know the girl by connection but I have not talked to her ever. I noticed her years ago though in the same cafe where I was asked to hang out by a new office mate. I noticed her because she was giving snide comments connected to what I and my office mate were talking about. [This office mate is closely connected to my work issues, she gets the contracts that are supposedly mine and she by some stroke of luck (?) always turns out to connect to my business contacts right after I establish them. I also discovered she'd been tagging my name in business sites so those who are looking for me will land on her accounts (unethical practice)]
9. Her fave uncle is a priest. I mentioned this in another post.
The priest is assigned in the same state as the friend-priest of my grandfather (the NASA scientist). The friend-priest is holding the NASA scientist's documents/files on his research/inventions.
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