I lived under a tree. Only went to have some food - lunch - in the morning.
Then - once a week - I went to call my family.
And there was such aggressiveness around me. With clips, movies, songs - all instigating to my death, that I do not how to explain all what happened inside my heart. I was completely damaged by the situation and the climate, that can be very cold. Also when it rained, I did not have the adequate closing - only a sleeping bag - so I started to change my aspect and behavior without noticing it. Only now, when the effects of the dangerous medicines is fading out, I realize about the horror.
One of the most disagreeable moments took place at the hospitals, several times. There was like a consensus to intimidate me till extremes never experienced by me before.
If I made a complaint, the only thing that was done was to send me to the psychiatrist. It was a perfect plan, and it worked like a clockwise orange.
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