How deep a cover-up is this?

Is this just about money?

I found out that the ones doing the hacking/harassment are employing a technology that gives them FULL CONTROL of anyone's PC and mobile access and this allows them , AT A MINIMUM, to phish data.

But if that's the sole purpose, why harm the people being targeted?

Is it about competition?

I am but a small fry in the ocean they almost own now.

Are they that selfish they can not allow anyone to make an honest living? This has gone on for a decade or so now. Might even be about two decades if i start with the day I underwent hypnosis for a psychology class exercise. It was only mid -2000s when I was able to position myself in the industry I am in.

The involvement of a lot of people and the concerted effort to keep mum about what is going on indicates though that this goes deeper than just money and competition. People around me have started to become so heartless, they no longer care about appearances, all they are concerned about is shutting me out and not letting me know what is going on. I overheard one person to another (both family members...): yes, whatever happens, United we stand...

United they stand against whom? Against me? Why? How much of a threat am I? What am I doing to them? What am I doing to anyone?

All my life, I preferred to keep to myself, actualize the potentials God has given me, and help out others in actualizing their potentials , as well. It was only when i was subjected to too much pain and too much harassment that I decided to "fight back".

And even the "fighting back" that I am referring to will be considered normal by most if they are the ones doing it.

Unlike those who are so insensitive and mean, when I am hurt and am constantly being attacked, I just write and pour out my anger on paper or in an email to myself and I do that BECAUSE writing is my form of introspection (used to be... now with all the boiling emotions, it became my avenue for ranting).

I write in my journal or send an email to myself because it is only meant FOR MYSELF.

Why is it that people who brazenly violate my privacy are even the ones who have the gall to make me suffer for the introspections/angsts that they do not even have a right to see?

You cannot handle it? Then why are you hacking me?

You wish to see raves about you? Then why do you keep on attacking me?

Isn't it stupid for someone who bullies and continually destroys a person to expect that the victim will sing accolades about him/her in moments of reflection or provocation?

This?

This is the most public i have gone about what i am going thru... and I am even keeping my anonymity to protect the ones who are hurting me. (As for me, I no longer care about what others will say about me because there is nothing left to destroy, they have twisted the truth so bad even if I spend years trying to wipe the taint out, it will just be for naught).

I am documenting what i am going thru for 3 main reasons:

(1) I want to be able to help as I was helped.

There were a number of times I wanted to quit knowing nobody understood what I was going thru. I knew how difficult it is to prove something that nobody in your circle admits to having gone thru (for fear of being called a loonie).

With God's hand at work, almost all those times, I got my lifeline by coming across TV shows or online documentaries of people who went thru the same thing. That gave me hope.That made me realize I was not alone. That encouraged me to go on, thinking: if they can still carry on, I also can. Best of all, that REMINDED ME, God never leaves us. He is a God of timing. He will make His presence felt when we need His presence the most... Thru people who care.

In my own small way, I want to be that kind of person to somebody who needs encouragement and confirmation of what's actually happening, the way i do.

(2) I want to document what is going on albeit it being anonymous. Perps have a way of controverting truth, destroying facts or making people doubt that indeed such an event or an action happened. At its worst, it's the memory of events they attack. I intend to do this for posterity's sake.

(3) If anything happens to me, I want to leave a trace. I don't want the perps to go scott-free, without accountability, able to pounce on others again. If at all, I want my destroyed life to at least have some sense or purpose, if not for me, then for somebody else (I can't help but think of that trusting young kid I used to be who could have been saved from all these if somebody only made a stand).

I am making a stand for me, for my kid, for those who are and who may go thru the same pligt.