* No sleep last night but did go into a light trance.
* No communication from ma wonderful "frey-ends"
* My left arm works after some self acupressure.
* Tortureboy is watching my every word.
* It helps to know that most of the stuff downloaded
into my head is all software derived & it helps
to keep in mind there is a time delay, and much of it is an
automatic reaction where my mind generates it's
own responses....thought broadcasting in the voice
of our mercenary "friends".
So much crap has
been downloaded into my brain that anytime
I'm not concentrating on a particular thing
my brain mechanically and automatically goes into repetitive
machine generated talk. This sounds like out loud
speech but it isn't. It's thought broadcasting
which comes about when you are sleep deprived.
How much of my "conversation" with tortureboys
is just me generating both ends of the conversation?
A lot. This is why "they" don't want you talking out loud.
My mind is entrained to generate responses that I
think are V2K but it's just me talking to myself.
Anyone unfamiliar with remote torture will
naturally conclude that, 'yes you are talking
to yourself and yes you are crazy'.
This is why it is so easy to get away with this stuff.
It can never be proved that I am not crazy b/c
it is common for ppl with scz to say just that.
This is why
How devious is that?
automatic reaction where my mind generates it's
own responses....thought broadcasting in the voice
of our mercenary "friends".
So much crap has
been downloaded into my brain that anytime
I'm not concentrating on a particular thing
my brain mechanically and automatically goes into repetitive
machine generated talk. This sounds like out loud
speech but it isn't. It's thought broadcasting
which comes about when you are sleep deprived.
How much of my "conversation" with tortureboys
is just me generating both ends of the conversation?
A lot. This is why "they" don't want you talking out loud.
My mind is entrained to generate responses that I
think are V2K but it's just me talking to myself.
Anyone unfamiliar with remote torture will
naturally conclude that, 'yes you are talking
to yourself and yes you are crazy'.
This is why it is so easy to get away with this stuff.
It can never be proved that I am not crazy b/c
it is common for ppl with scz to say just that.
This is why
How devious is that?
Comments
Would like you to describe what is happening
to you? Who? What? Where? How? Why me?
As far as my handsome generic silhouette
I'm afraid my words will have to suffice for now.
Not the best way to go about things I know.
Scans? 2x
Decade? Early boomer
And no, I don't automatically consign every odd happening
to "them" or "they". There are coincidences &, on rare occasions,
things that don't fit in that category.
marsboy683 on You Tube, "Organized Gang Stalking".
You might have seen him & got turned off.
Don't be put off by the look or the voice or the disorganized videos
b/c he is good. I agree 95% of what he says.
You're not familiar with marsboy683
Heather Bee? Goto Organized Gang Stalking
brain scans, electric tomographies, we have individual pattern prints in our weak fields emissions. I've been struggling to research,...
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I need to know what year, you noticed your parents and what kind of back ground they had,...any military service, even subcontracting? family members extended history....
Intergenerational stalking-the good possibility that my
parents were experiencing negative "interventions" in their lives
and that they were being tracked.
My early life experienced the same. Friends dropped away etc.
I received a calling card in 1979 or so in the form of what looked like
an "escaped lunatic" climbing my firescape ladder and then stopping at
the last moment. When combined with the female I was with
(who was sufficiently scarred away) it was supposed to look like
an attempted random drug crime.
It was not, it was street theater.
The V2K I experience is a constant barrage of electronically
altered combination of male & female voices. I would say that there
are 2 maybe 3 operators. The altered voices do not show accent, inflection.
"This is what I'm saying to you..." with some variation over and over 24/7.
The repetition is done to entrain my mind, to keep me awake
& to invoke thought broadcasting. Dreams are not my own. Actual sleep
is rare. No spinning wheels. (I used to get that with Vipassana)
The ppl who interact with me have a large inventory of skill sets
covering many fields. They might have speech impairments...
inability to talk except through an electronic medium,
but this might not be the case. They are 50+ and some with distorted
appearance. They change their appearance. They are
physically fit. They alternate between good cop/ bad cop
good treatment, bad treatment.
Are you familiar with the person I asked you about?
(Just about everyone is, I would guess, who are harassed)