You are PTSD
post traumatic syndromedisordered as are we all. Like as if we
had been captured in war andtortured. We need to talk it out to come to
terms with it while thepopulation lives in a Disney like land, they
can't handle thetruth. In fact they like psychologist are in danger of
vicarioustrauma if the try to help talk us through it. It is actually harmful
for them to listen and believe us and they can develop PTSD if
theydo.
A CIA psychologist described this as the circle of
destruction.they said, "The more the torture victim reaches out to talk
abouttheir torture so as to heal the more others push them away to
savethem selves PTSD", "The only way for the torture victim to heal
thoughis to talk about it so the continue to try". £The more they try
themore people push them away and they become isolated and spiral into
thecircle of destruction".
These many times are the Vietnam vets
who are homeless and can't over come this. That is why you will see
manyof them not talk about there experiences and spend time with other
veteransat the VA where they can talk to each other and heal, cry and
whatever to get beyond it.
TIs are your comrade in arms and you
can talk to us and heal. The only problem is the people on groups who
aren'treally PTSD and will be argumentative and not understand or be
overlysupportive. Still there are many of us and many groups and web
sites.
The people around us don't even realize they are in the
middle of awar zone, but they aren't going to listen while so few of us
havebeen being attacked that they can ignore it.
I read an
articlein the Russia news Pravda about the Americans trying to harden
it'speople against a psychotronic war.......that may be
us.
I'mhealing pretty well now so you can to if you understand
what yoursituation really is. I think our brains rewire bypassing some
ofthis of some of our emotional responses. Don't alienate your family
theyare really the only ones who will stand by you even though they
don'tbelieve you. still it might be best to have another TI who
understandsbe your medical contact in case of an emergency so your own
familydoesn't have you locked up in a psych ward or something because
oftheir disbelief.
Peter Rosenholm
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