I'm feeling like I need to back out of this forum, for now. I want to thank those of you who have chatted with me, with genuine care - you have been a life line for me, during times when I had nothing else. I wish it were ALL so supportive.
My situation, right now is too fragile to open myself up to more discord in this place where I came looking for help and support. I can't handle anymore. I just can't right now. I've been at the end of my rope on literally every level and have come to the conclusion that it may be easier for me to deal with this alone by myself, instead of having to deal with slanders that other TIs believe and support against me. . .like this morning's episode. I had trusted enough, out of my own foolish desperation, to give my phone number to someone who'd offered "help" but has ended up slandering me here, because I did not feel comfortable racing off to meet him in the middle of the night... and because I'd needed time to let trust build before doing that.
I have been honest and genuine with everything I have shared here, but there is nothing I can do to prove that to any of you. I feel deeply hurt and feel like I really honestly can NOT take anymore. I can't. This morning was the last straw for me.
Farewell.
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