Hello again. I came here a couple of years back and made 19 blog posts, mostly in ANGER, and resentment of all that happens to me.
Of course I still believe it is wrong, and the perpetrators have no legal or maral right to do what they do. They truly are criminals according to the code of Law in our country.
Yet, I have tried HARDER and with prayer, to live for Christ, despite all that I endure daily and nightly. I have asked God to help me accept LIFE or Death... whatever happens because ot the consequences of my own actions.
As I have prayed for years, I feel the Spirit of God telling me, to remember and note that He asked us to FORGIVE those who despitefully use us, to forgive trespasses against us, even as HE forgives our trespasses. I feel I have failed to include this altogether in my Christian life.
I am sad and sorry for all the things I participated with and among in the old Crones forum, and all the silliness that went with it. I am sorry that I did not EVEN know how I felt about things, and I know now, it (by explanation) was like a mid life crisis, and I was trying to find attention again, as in my younger days.
I forgive those who spoke against me or hurt me, and I forgive these sexual perpetrators, who UNWAVERINGLY lash against me physically and mentally night and day. I pray they will UNDERSTAND whether it matters to them or not, they have a grasp on the flesh, and it dies.
I Praise God, who Saves and keeps us IN JESUS NAME, forever AMEN.
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