Look what they are doing to me now

[James]

Instead of giving me anxiety attacks almost everyday like the perpetrators were a while back, they are making me drowsy and tired with the damn yawning everyday. I can feel the slight pressure in my left temple and the pain in my head from the effects of this. I have no energy anymore like I used to and I am becoming more isolated in my home. The damn bastards are preventing me from being social. I can't even communicate with people outside my circle of my closet friends and relatives. It makes me look weird and like a quiet individual. I want to talk so bad to people, but stupidity comes out each time. Sometimes I can get some good sentences out and look smart, but then the dumb ass military messes with my mind and I become stupid again in speech. I want to exercise, I want to join MMA, I want to be a social person, I want to do things and not be isolated in my home or fearful of speaking to people, I want to be normal! I truthfully hope that these people will pay for their crimes that they are committing and will keep committing and suffer for it. They don't deserve to be free and out there for what they are doing. They deserve to be locked up and put in prison camps for the rest of their lives. I want them to know what it feels like to be tortured; they wouldn't like it one bit. I am being hateful, but damn it I hate this shit. What did I do to deserve this? What did you all do to deserve this? Everyday there's always a helicopter flying over my house and it annoys me. I thought I should throw that in as well. My own family doesn't believe that I am being tortured and attacked by this technology, but that I have a mental disease. Great, huh? Have a wonderful day.