Lost all of my dignity

[Aaron Stanley]

No one can begin to think what these people have said and done to me. I'm begining to think what they are saying about me is true. Maybe I am a fake. The last time I was at the hospital the people that were harassing me there were making jokes about me killing myself and me being dead. One of the things that one of the perps said about me being dead was "I'm not going to his funeral, I know he's going to be up there with his dad". Basically what he was saying was that my grave would be next to my dad's grave. The reason he made that joke was because last year I had been with my father every time I went out of the house to go somewhere because I thought I was going to get arrested if I was by myself. The last time I was at the hospital was last year back when all of this happened. They have and still are threatening me with rape if I go to jail. I am now back at my mother's house living with her. I feel humiliated everyday knowing I'm being watched by these people and people that I know and being called a fake all the time. They also call me a punk. I have lost all of my dignity as a result and I doubt I will ever get it back. There is a lot more I wish to tell all of you, but I might post a blog about it some other day sometime.