Hello friends,
Today I was having trouble getting out of bed, because of the fact that I have anaemia. I was thinking about
Machivelli. I use to hear Tupac (the rapper) rap about him. I wondered, who he was. so I typ his name on YouTube.
I listened to documentary about him called " Machiavelli: The Prince The Common Sense of Polictics" an "BBC Imagine: Who's Afraid of Machiavelli?". He wrote the book they called "The Prince" which was publish 2 years after his death and named that way also after his death. He lived in the around the year 1500. I learned that some business men and some Politicians Read his book and live by it. In his book he talks about how to gain power and how to keep it.
He didn't live by his own book. Very contradional. He just wrote it for a Politician in his time, to help him, if The Politician ever read it they don't know. he wrote that deception can be pratice, never keep your word. He also wrote about that it is better that people are frightend of you than that they love you. He must love his country more than him self must be prepaired to go to hell for it.
He rather teach people how to go to hell so they will find away to go around it. The Documentury ended with " P.S don't look to heaven for your reward".
So you see when some of our leaders start to live in Machiavellian way it will take a long time for things to change for T.I's. I guess some of you already know this.
I don't know if I should read his book to find out what he taught them, this may be a way for us to find out how our world leaders think and if the are Machavellian.
I writting a new Blog because it's more than a year since the Perp started to heavily torture me.
It started around the 28th of August 2015.
I have learned a lot. It's really surprising how people are easily misled by Social Media.
The Perp told me he has no intention of every leaving. I am a little bit weak still that's
why he doesn't aim at my hart that much. He nearly killed me by doing that. Then he brought his
girlfriend so she could do the same to me. But she didn't succeed. I am still here alive and kicking, on occasion I yell at him (twice) I call him names. Which is very affective because his Christian listeners don't like the name calling I do. Which means that I can go to Christian Meeting with less people borthering me. I have to find another way to keep both the Christians and the people who don't believe in God away from his Facebook page.
He said to me he has put everthing on his Facebook.
He copies my voice and made his own "Soap" out of it.
This is was he does When I think of something, He answers back and put my thoughts and his answers on face book. He keeps on doing it 24/7. I don't know how to be quiet (I think a lot) in my head so he has a full story on me from the way I dress to what I eat. He tells everybody who wants to know how I live. And he of course adds LIES and add his own oppion to it. Simple just to start a war between me and people of my reglion, at work and sometimes people in the bus and shops als bother me.
These people don't believe that I am being torured and raped. If I told them they would not believe me. To them it's just entertainment. I am angry at lot of them, but I have to remember that Mark and Joyce are to blame for it all. I have to us humor to get throught it all. That only happen once, I have to do it more. I have to remember that they don't understand the people around me are blinded the Perps.
Some People believe I am "talking" about them when I not. It's really my thoughts and the things I say in my house when I am alone. I know so many people with the same name, and you can understand the confiousion. Even people I don't know with the same name show up and start talking to me. They introduce theirselves to me, so that's how I know.
He uses Love against me. When I am in love with somebody or thinks the man is really good looking he gets jalouse. He makes an issue out of it. Even loves songs I play and sing irritates him. Leave to him to turn something beautiful into something ugly.
In my neighbourhood, you hear doggs bark, people learn their doggs to talk. My neighbour, makes noice on her trash can. In a way that I can understand what's she is saying. That happen when she has heard my thoughts about her on Social Media or if she just feel she has to comment on what's she heard about me. People cough stuff to me when the reconise me in the bus and at work in the supermarket. Even at My Christian Meetings you hear people cough. I once went to another group of our Meeting, well almost everybody was coughing. I sat there and listen to it, it was really strange.
The perps followed me on the Streets, aspecially his girlfriend, She even wore a hat when I hat on. She even want to dress like me, even my hair style she wants to copies. She even showed up looking like the lady on the plastic bag that was in my bedroom. stupid, very stupid of her.
I have told the police about the stalking on the street. They have given an alert to different departments about them. I still have to make an official report on them with their license plate. It's hard to do that because they drive by fast.
Not so long ago the Perp put a picture in my head of his girlfriend naked with her legs spread so I could see her vigina.
I was diggusted what a whore. She must be Bi-sexual. It's all about sex with him. He wants sex from me. I don't trust him. He likes (raping me) aiming at my Vigina. I live alone, I have to make sure my door are locked.
He told me last Sunday I know where you live now. I saw him driving by really fast it was not far from my house.
My happiness is something he can't stand. I have prayed a lot, I have to start doing that again. Jehovah hears me.
As I am writing to you I can hear a loud noise coming from my next door neighbour. The Perp says I am not aloud to write about what they and others are doing to me. He has the tendancy to tell me what to do. He wants to dominate my life. He wants to control me like he use to do. Back then I use to listen to him. Now I make up my own mind. He likes mocking me. He believes he's a better person than me. He insults my body, and when I try to work out he sabotage me. He doesn't want me to look good at all. I know I am not that ugly.
I was the one who broke up with him. He's really sick!!!!!!
He said once to me I don't want to regret leaving you for Joyce. I Already told him that his girlfriend has a Angel face with a Devil hart.
Their days are numbered. It will end tragic for them, cause Jehovah doesn't tolerate evil people.
Well thanks reading my Blog.
I will pray for you all.
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