my own hell

Its been a long moment. 24 7 ,s as I ask myself whats all the intensity mean. From subtle voices to unmarked cars to highly concocked schemes. Groups gathering outside my apartment threatnng to come drag me out and arrest me. Cars cir long like sharks around a seal. First thing I thought was there after my in telligence as my PC was hacked and intruders took masked photos to me to find x later, what could they want ....why me? Had I looked like another who had committed a crime..even. now voices saying g we don't believe you-...
So being accused of every crime known to man...from thief to arsonist to druggie to racist, and all I ever wanted to do was bring peace to whoever was in turmoil...
First 335 forest ave. Where the gang stalking started. Than small noises from a whole above the ceiling tiles where a drilled out whole went somewherere... police outside my window ... strangers always looking at me and just looking out of place...followed everywhere when nno one was behind d me...how did they always know..I searched my clothes for GPS devices...walls for cameras and neighbors for cops..
Never would I have imagined in my worse dream that they'd take it all away...every moment of peace from my mind everything good I'd worked for everything I wanted to do my hopes slashed like like a tire... f films school nope...girlfriend nope... just beei g accused and punished for things I have not or would never do. Fucking disbelieving people-- all of them ...fuckec up my mind with u wanted thoughts got a demon CIA agent accusing my body of living wrong....every thought negative....all bad...gov is bad real bad ....big time per vs and dry is And addicts...criminals and murderers ....they'll burn.

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  •  As you know... whatever they say it's all lie. I don't know your personality but they can manipulate your emotion extremely deep. They can make you cry or laugh hard on certain situation but if you understand their pattern, you almost can be prepared and even play with them.

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