My story

1. Psychoterror  2. Physical Torture  3. Mind control   4. Injuries

2006 I had found out that that I was watched in my appartment. That time I didn't know how this all could happen, I had no idea about psychotronic-satellite-brainweapon-technology.
A public hunt with stalking, harassment and provocations had begun.
They were controlling people to stalk, offend, provoke, attack me, 30, 40, 50 times a day, each day. 


I stood up at 4 o clock in the morning, opened the shutters - exactly the same moment my neighbour opened his window. From now on, this happened every morning.
I went in bathroom, neighbour followed, was pissing loudly into the WC, what he never did before.  
Each time when I was meditating, exactly the moment I sat down, irregular times during the day, neighbours were making noise (clapping the door, running down the stairs, shout, put music on etc.) for exactly the duration of my meditation= 1 hour - then they stopped and it was quiet again.

When I left the hous, someone (always men) was waiting for me in front of the house and was following me for a while. At the next corner there was again someone waiting for me and grinning. It went on all along my way and it happened each and every day.   
Employees at the post office, supermarkets, pharmacies, seemed to expect me and grinned at me. It confused me greatly. 
More and more they were controlling them to become more hostile:  
 
People are fixing my eyes agressively and hold it for seconds.
I ride my bike, someone is running from the sidewalk directly into me, and is fixing my eyes - I have to slow down not to create an accident.
People look with mocking and contemptuous glances.
In front of my window a driver is playing with his carengine for seconds to make noise – meanwhile he is looking to my window with glee. I can see it through my stores.
When I ride my bike, then someone opens his car door at the very moment when I drive by. 10 times a day!
At the supermarket when I m standing in front of shelf someone comes and and picks out a product directly in front of my face. The person is controlled having joy.
If I let myself be distracted by them, they are controlled to be very friendly – when I turn back to myself they become agressive and come to offend me. They even  follow me through the hole supermarket.
 
5 times I moved to another citiy where I thought to be free. Unfortunately it all went on like that.
Even in the airplane, in Thailand and New Zealand, the same procedure - their torture could also take place there.



Physical torture

Since I have started calling lawyers for help they have been starting torturing me without interruption 24 hours each day.
 
The torture may be increased in intensity – from light to medium and to strong.

Heart: Wildly racing without any cause, heartrate speeds and slows down,  heart rhythm disturbances
Loungs: Severe shortness of breath
Eyes: Contraction of my eyemuscles, meanwhile I see flashes of light, burning, extreme dryness
Attacks of extreme fatigue
Artificial bee stings
Stitches into all parts of my body: sexual organs, nipples, head...
Tickling on different parts of the body
Head: Sudden overheating without reason, my veins are coming out of my front, extreme headache and numbness, weariness, swimming of the head
Anal and vaginal rape  
Circulatory disturbances – from one second to the other I get cold nose or hand, feet
They let my voice grow hoarse, so I can not talk and sing
Stomach: they let my stomach cramp
Each muscle can be cramped
Disruption of thoughts and concentration
Reactiontime slowed



Cold and smells

My room gets cold, sinking down to very low temperatures, from one second to the other, in summer as well as in winter. Putting on my heating doesn't help, I have to wear my winter coat.  
 
 

Mind control


 
They can see what I see, know what I feel, know what I think.

24 hours each day, they are introducing comments, thoughts, images, emotions, songs into my brain in german, french and english language. More and more they are introducing thoughts in english.

I don't hear voices, but thoughts are entering into my brain –  into the right side of my brain, behind and above my ear.

They communicate with me, answer my questions, even say that they are from the CIA .
 
People around me can repeat verbatim my immediate thoughts.
 
They are implanting and interrupting emotions. If I have sadness or joy they are extinguishing this emotion inbetween 2 seconds.
 
They are implantig aversion or fear against persons and events. The connection between the emotion and the event/person is completely out of logic and  has nothing to do with me nor with the person or the event.
 
They are influencing my dreams - when I get aware of it and start struggling against it, they start torturing my body.
 
They are disrupting my ability to think. They are slowing down my reactions, and creating extreme weariness.
 
The more I try to escape their power, the more they are torturing me.
 
Some examples of thoughts they are introducing to me:

  • Manchurian candidate
  • Mental illness
  • We are torturing your mind
  • We have taken away your ability of selfdenfence
  • You have a gordius body, but this body will soon be dead
  • We will kill you, you can t escape
  • Soon you will dy
  • We will torture you until you dy
  • We have destroyed you, you whore
  • Cunt, whore, bitch






Physical injuries -
                Mind control on medical practitioners
 
They are influencing the will of medical practitioners for that I don't receive help.
They are implanting them the command not to speak out what they can see, but to say the opposite: Everything is fine, there is nothing. So they are lying and seem not being able to realize it.
 
Example ophtalmologues:
 
I have clear symptoms of severe uveitis and startened retina detachment but left without treatment. I have lost 60 % of my sight in only 4 months. They are implanting them idiotic phrases like:  It is normal in your age - I cant see anything in your eyes- they are completely healthy - I don t know why you have lost sight etc.
When I show the MRT-picture of my eyes where you can see that one eye has become smaller, they say: I can t see it.
This is called psychoterror – but it is much more than that – it is physical injury by not giving medical help.

I have been left without medicine for my heart even meanwhile my heart has developped a  heart failure throughout the torture from 2006 until today, 2011–  my veins are coming out on the neck and  I have water in my legs, which is a typical sign.




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