Some posts i recently read took my attention as, since i have been targeted, i had the most horrendous dreams almost every nights, especially last year: The perp made me dream about having sex with my whole family, sometimes 2 members at the same time, sometimes members of my family were filming it and the perp gave me the feeling that i was liking it. I also suspect that the perp made the same thing to some of my family members so that it would happen in real life (no kidding) - it was really ackward to see the looks of them waking up with the disorientation upon their face, i have shared it too - the one that says " was it a dream?" as some dreams were also attempted to be transformed and then forced as a memory into our minds while sleeping in order for the process to fully take place.
This is sick, utterly sick, and obviously, one of these psychopaths suffers from an unresolved Oedipus conflict projected on many of us as i have read.
Have you also had some for these most depraved dreams too? Do you have them often? Is it connected to anything you do?
I usually have them when my perp is angry, or mainly jealous at some of my social interactions, especialy if they are "successful" since success is a frustrated perp no-go..
Thank you for your answers.
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I believe that they just want to know what areas of brain activate, when you have feeling that is someway forbidden for you. Perhaps they try get you feel more quilty about your dreams etc. On my latest dreams, I have spoken with people that have past away several years ago.
amen sister TI ;)
Thank you Sue.
@Chanath: Yes, the paedophila theme. I do not get it in dreams but instead "receive" utterly disgusting pictures or scenes directly into my head when i watch TV or walk in the city, or worst, when friends bring their kids. It used to be an obsession and i believe that the objective was mainly to destroy the "aww" feeling of cuteness. In this case though, i am absolutely certain that it is a person, or a monster if you will, behind sending these disturbing imagery and dreams, perhaps using a program. You are lucky not to remember your dreams because like Sue said, it does feel extremely real, unlike dreams - and waking up after such experiences, especially when some of them have been forced as implanted memory (it cleans itself automatically after a bitbut remains for a while) is extremely distabilizing.
I realize that this is the first time i speak to someone about it and awful as it feels, it is a blessing to be understood completely about something as bizarre and atrocious as this.
@Sue: can you please show me where i could find John Finch's description of these dreams? As for the crystals, i was using these types of "alternative help" a long time ago and yes, they did work as long as i believed in it. I went away from this somewhat new age philosophy and found myself more in God's hands. I pray every night, i did not before i was attacked and i believe you said the same thing which made me smile. Reading Psalms 13, 33, 62 and 64 before going to sleep gives the strength i seek although i am not religious. It makes me feel my heart and that suffices.
Thank you so much both for your answers, it is somewhat liberating to know that others know what you mean.