I have not been writing here for a while. In the months that were passing, I've been attacked more and more. The more I fought it, the more attacks. I even gained weight and I knew that it had to do something with the attacks. I would just feel a bitter taste in my mouth and I went up from one day to another.

One day, on FaceBook, I saw this guy saying something about Neural Monitoring that is supposed to be done directly from the satellites. I looked it up in Google and I thought that "this is it", I found the attack. I have tried all kinds of shielding and nothing had helped me.

In the last couple of weeks I had begun to receive something that felt like electro chocks in my forehead. One day I was so pissed off that I just lied down and thought: "There is no way to fight this. Maybe it's my destiny." Lying there I realized that the attacks stopped. I had given up my ego. I let go of every resistance, mental and psychological and I noticed a big transformation. I didn't fight the attacks anymore. I just surrendered to destiny and to whatever life had to bring me. Now, I noticed that in the hours that went by, no further attack was felt. I didn't know whether to pass this on or not. I wasn't sure.

Then the next day or so, I noticed that looking at my cat, I was saying: "Oh, They want more food" and there it went: another attack, the one that I recognized as making me fat. Wow, could that be true? I noticed in time, that almost all words that had to do with "food" and in all languages, and in all variations, triggered an attack.

I realized that:
1. Hate, irritation, resistance (psychological, mental) made me an easy target for the attack.
2. Some attacks were triggered when I thought of specific words.

In the next couple of days, I was very calm. I didn't even care about the gang stalking anymore. I had 5 small cats, the perps stole one. In Town, somebody stole around 80n euros from my ruck sack while I was in the supermarket. I just took a deep breath and I thought: "They only irritate me because they want to connect to me and attack my mind and my body" I took a cup of coffee and imagined a beautiful flower, the blue sky, etc. and the attack that i felt was coming, stopped.

One day I got irritated and I thought, lets see how it goes now. Can I be irritated and still attack free? Nope. They managed to tap in.

Today, I noticed that the attacks also are triggered on the mother of the small cats, when I call her beauty...
Just becoming aware of it, will neutralize the attacks. Hopefully I will in time find more words that trigger possible attacks and I will just ask my unconscious mind to release these associations.

TI-s: Meditate, let go, one hour a day, relax, let go of fear and stress, and find those words that possibly trigger attacks.
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  • I think it is the principles. See "The Disinformation Train" forum.
    And may GOD, LOVE AND PRINCIPLES GUIDE YOU.
    I do something else, that is if there are some principle, I do it and i think of it, even if they hurt me...
    ànd they have done some bad things to me, but i think I`m not going bad, in the end....
  • Hi Alexandra,

    I've been trying to meditate alot recently since this person electronic harassing me is using constant sleep deprivation and V2K. It really help to just close your eyes and start counting deep breaths.
  • In this one.. it's almost so.. that every man is for himself....
    ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
    Love you all!!
    Blessed be!:)
  • I have that problem too, feeling sometimes like I am unable to breath... I have not figured this out completely yet... but maybe I will..
    I also hope that everyone finds a good way for them... to get peace of mind and less attacks..
    I am taking it step by step now..
  • Besides I realized that we are not THAT mind controlled. We are very aware of everything and can make our own decisions. One should never forget that. If we were mind controlled, then we would not even right this.
  • Hi, i am happy that i've managed to be of SOME help.
    I understand that meditation doesn't work, especially when you don't believe in it.
    I have gone through this, you have to trust it in order for it to work.
    When you are attacked tried diffrent strategies, like asking yourself so to say , or your unconscious mind to free your self from the attacks.
    In meditation, say "Now it's time to meditate" or "Now it's time to relax"
    If you have not so much knowledge about meditation, start telling your toes, feet, etc, bit by bit to relax. Move on to the next body part when you feel it relaxing (if you are a tense person).
    Next, when you are done and are at your ears, nose, face, head, you start clearing your thoughts. "Table" just a thought, at the garbage with it. Bills, just a thought, Attacks, just a thought. "DEWs, just a thought, etc.
  • Don't resist the attacks, not matter how bad they are. Just let go.
    When you are under attack, think back. Ask yourself the question: "What was I thinking about?"

    Read about meditation, relaxation and how to find peace of mind.
    Maybe it helps.
    Tell me how it goes.

    Don't say that it doesn't work until you tried it!
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