Normally, I'm not one to piss and moan about my daily torture. For one thing, it serves no purpose other than to provide entertainment and positive tactical information to all those who derive pleasure tormenting and injuring other living beings. For another thing, chewing and being fixated upon "them" and what they are doing only serves to consume HUGE amounts of my time.
Although I don't have many moments during which I am not reminded of their "omnipresence", those moments that do exist where I am relatively forgotten are precious, and I don't want to fritter them away by being focused on anything other than positive thoughts.
Usually, I am very adaptable and have found ways to cope. My main coping skill has been to show ABSOLUTELY NO INDICATION or RESPONSE to any tactic being tried out on me - eventually, the tactics will change to something new in hopes I will respond. However, for the past two days I have been living in hell night and day. Unless I am too exhausted to fall on the floor asleep, I am suffering every moment I am awake.
Please keep me in your thoughts, or prayers (if you believe).
Thanks...
Bill
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