I am at a very crucial crossroad which I believe God has led me to.
Even prior to being in the situation I am in now, I have resisted, knowing the danger signals, knowing that I will be in the eye of the storm.
I have asked for several signs, messages and confirmation from God though and I got repetitive references to the Story of Jonah and something about going to the Galilee (Sea of Galilee).
Suffice it to say, resistant as i was, knowing how the main perp works and how the perp contacts whatever circle I get into, and knowing the perp has immediate and open access to the place i would be going to, I wanted to choose another path.
I prayed for it and waited for a signal to change direction.
... and the message remained: I should be where God has allowed me to be in.
So in my heart, I knew something big is gonna happen. Something major which will turn the tide and be the platform on which His glory will be shown.
I am in a situation which IF I were to see it just with my own eyes, I may consider a danger zone akin to closely being pushed off a cliff - a reason to cry foul, a reason to ask God and the instigators why.
But I am not asking God that now. Thankfully, God has given me the peace and that assurance that He's at work, He's moving, He's testing not just my obedience but those of others as well.
He has allowed a situation which is really critical in that in my hands is the proof of the recurrent harassment i've been undergoing. Honestly, it is tempting for me to deal with this as I have been dealt with.
I believe though that God is teaching me and the other parties to do what is right, in a manner that's aligned with His purpose.
I am waiting for God's signal, for his go signal.
I am waiting to see whether the other parties will proceed with the path they have taken or do what is right by God.
I will stand and be still while God is working for I know that He is their God as He is also mine.
As much as I wanna be given the benefit of the doubt, I believe God wants me to give others that as well.
I am waiting to see how this situation will proceed in a timeframe that's set by Him.
Please help me pray that I do what is right by God with the situation tha he has allowed to happen.
Thank you God for this.
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This happens to me awell-sunburned all year around... Interesting what you mentioned about the metal in yr cuppboard. I noticed also in the beginning of my torture when I was driven away from my apartment that my zink was all covered with a greasy laywer that wasnt there before. I believe that when they beam or zap us or our brains in, materials in our surroundings are effected aswell. I have also noticed that my plants for instance are always dried out, no matter how much water I give them... Imagine what this does to human tissues then..evilness/Annie
In our place, the trees where they snaked the cable wires on, died.