I do not know what God has in mind to culminate all these but however the curtains fall, only with your prayers and with God beside me will I be able to face it.
The people behind this organized harassment are GOLIATHS. This isn't but about electronic harassment, this is about global economic control and I have DIRECT connection to the people behind the curtain.
I will still make a stand for what is right. My God is bigger than all of them combined.
Whatever happens, I want to say this...
To my kid:
Whatever happens to me, know that I am doing this because I love you. I will do everything to at least make even a teeny weeny bit of change to make the world you will live in a bit better than it would be if I do not do anything at all.
Whatever happens to me, please know that I am moving with the faith that God will fight this battle for us both.
The battle is God's , I am just making a stand with Him.
For Him. For you.
I love you, my baby.
To the child I once was:
I am sorry if I did not know any better.
I am sorry nobody cared enough to show you the way, to open your eyes, to tell you the truth.
I am sorry if some people thought the way to help you is to play a game that will hurt and harm you further.
I can not change the past but I will try to do what I can with God's help to show you the future is not gone yet.
Know that however late, somebody else will still fight for you.
God has and still will.
I, too, will.
To those who tried to help me the best way they can:
Thanks for taking the risk.
Thanks for helping out.
May I be candid though? If you happen to see somebody else in the same plight as I am, can you just tell the person straight or can you find a way for the incontrovertible evidence to be in his hands because playing the sick game whatever your intention is will just push a person to death.
I am thankful that God has carried me through but I know how such a situation can push a person to just quit or to self-destruct.
Please know that playing the game by giving tips does not help the victim: it makes the victim not trust people, it makes the victim question the very foundation of human goodness, it shows the victim his life is but a game for the ones who choose to play mental chess on him.
To the real victims, those who are being harassed and being eliminated as I am:
I do not know if I can even make a difference knowing the Goliaths that control our homes, our gadgets, our connections, our lives.
All I know is our God is bigger than all of them combined.
I will not sell my soul.
I will make a stand.
For God.
For the kid that I once was.
For my kid.
For you.
Know that somebody else still cares enough to make a stand for you.
God loves you.
God loves us.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.
Philippians 4:13
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