ive been a victim for probaly most of my life though most of it i put down to coincedence but about five years ago a few certain events opened my eyes i was working for a towtruck company and while i was driving i would always start thinking about politics then pretty soon it seemed everybody that got in my truck had a political opinion the wierd thing was when the conversation started to turn agressive my boss would call and ask if everything was all right without fail. i thought spying was illegal i never confronted him because i always got a feeling that every thing was all right. then everyone around me would start commenting on my thoughts and wanting to know what i thought of them even now i thought this must be some kind of hallucination i used to always try to give advice to people and one of the girls said thats why they gave me bit im not sure what bit is but since then my vision has changed dramaticlyits like i have a computer screen in my head and for about 4 years ive been in a constant struggle with these voices in my head constantly flashing images of every absurd thing you can think of including child porn and incest part of my torture has been racial and religious someone constantly yelling nigger or god dam and for years tried to get me to sell my soul for success there excuse is always that were setting an example for the world to follow but how is torturing setting an example my health has been hugely affected they try to deny me medical attention wich most times works this is the first time iv shared this with any one and i think i have a lead on who it is this is just a rough over view ive left out most of the details but hopefully as i get used to opening up the writing will become easier i never thought so many people were affected
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I've had much the same kind of experience. I believed it started six years ago but looking back I've noticed it was always there. Character assissnators. I've found relif from orgone products certain ones can give them a real jolt, but beware. I got shot at for having a certain device. Also there may be implants in your head of nano tech. Using a lithium battery (or piezioelectric stone) or rare earth magnet may help.This temporarily breaks the antenna. Be conscious of things that just appear on the body. They are clues to what is happening. Also be aware of anyone you meet online there are perps even on this site. Just be careful .Don't listen to the voices. Find something to counteract them. Program yourself. Scripture (read out loud) pray outloud. Listen to uplifting music (christian is helpful for me). Learning strategies paraliminals can help. Meditation musci is also good. Even affirmations can help. Torturing is not setting an example. Like you I wanted to set an example. It's one of the things that attract them. They want to destroy this example stuff. As to health , there are alternatives that you can find for some things. Don Croft zappers come to mind, also Bach remedies, and all sorts of extracts and vitamins and herbs. You'd be suprised how much you could help yourself. Keep finding things you are thankful for and the small blessingsof life . Even if it is just the sun shining. I find blessing those who cannot show love does amazing things. Compassion is a gift that they don't seem to have. Don't give up you are not alone.