I haven´t been sleeping almost for the hole week. Mostly beacuse of the torture with the noise which has been increased in frequency. And the rollercoaster with emotions that comes with it. (and of course their manipulations with yr mind, it´s not very normal to be tortured all night, and then the next morning you are quite ok and looking forward to the day...before it´s starts all over again. Normally a person would be severly depressed from such a torture...but they manipulate you to go from a wreck to normal in no time at all.) And the stomache thing, they blow my stomache up everytime I go to bed. (my guess is that it´s for having a good view on the inside organs..)
However this last night was different. It started as usual with the noise and that intense feeling of them beaming you more intense.
Then they did something they did in the beginning of my harassment. They falsely or truly stopped my heart. Still I could feel the heartbeats. There is this huge pressure, like someone is sitting on yr chest. And you get all worried in yr body and it´s impossible to relax. It feels like the bloodflow is not going down to the legs, and when I went up, my left arm actually hurted as from it could be from the heart.
(they told me during this "session" that "we are only gonna see what damages the heart will suffer,when it doesn´t get any supply...) However, as told I could feel my heartbeats, and they have actually done this so many times in the beginning, so I was not even worried in my mind this time, I thought, what a relief, getting a heartattack-and then it´s all over... What´s important although, is what I noticed before it all started. I felt an odd taste in my mouth, as draining down my throat, from behind the nose. And it started to itch on every part of my body. This is making me wonder if they use drug supply to the victim from any inside "neural prothesis" if having any?
If anybody here at PP had the same or similar experience, pls share it. //Annie
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