I learned that someone in my situation should never take sides in life, for example I stay neutral from politics... Also I know that I shouldn't criticize anyone (and I broke that rule so many times) cause psychiatrists in my head are telling everything I say to people in question... I guess I'll never learn. Now, since all cards are on the table, the one thing that can stop me is only my fear but I'm not afraid as I was some 10 years ago. Now, I make jokes of my situation and psychiatrists in my head, I wear Metallica shirts and hat... Although there are slim chances psychiatrists will ever set me free I'll try to enjoy my life as much as possible...

There is an interesting song from Thin Lizzy I sometimes listen:

There are people that will investigate you
They'll insinuate, intimidate and complicate you
Don't ever wait or hesitate to state the fate that awaits those who
Try to shake or take you
Don't let them break you

You can do anything you want to do
It's not wrong what I sing it's true
You can do anything you want to do
Do what you want to

People that despise you will analyze then criticize you
They'll scandalize and tell lies until they realize
You are someone they should have apologized to
Don't let these people compromise you
Be wise too

You can do anything you want to do
It's not wrong what I sing it's true
You can do anything you want to do
Do what you want to

Hey you you're not their puppet on a string
You can do everything
It's true if you really want to
You can do anything you want

Just like I do

You can do anything you want to do
It's not wrong when I sing it's true
You can do anything you want to do
Do what you want

Hey you
No can do
Hey you
Yes you

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