I cannot think. I cannot remember. I cannot choose. I cannot feel.
These things have been taken from me. This is not life anymore.
What reason could someone possibly have to go on in such a state?
I can find none.
The world is filled with psychopaths united in a hivemind. They destroy and control my mind for their amusement. I cannot endure this. They mock God and Jesus, the only hope in my life.
The Beast is here, Satan is ruling, this tribulation is like nothing I could have ever expected. My will to live has failed already multiple times, suicide attempts, constant thoughts of suicide before my ability to think and remember was taken from me.
Can you comprehend the horror of waking up each day not knowing who or where you are? I have to have them "update" me on who I am and where I am all while they taunt me.
Who could possibly enjoy this psychopathic reality? Only a psychopath. I am not a psychopath. So what am I to do?
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