I'm sick of this world. The world thinks that its the one thats "RIGHT", and that I'm the one thats sick. They (the perps) think that whatever I think about (my thoughts) and my desires (what I want) are sick and twisted and they think that what they think and desire is "RIGHT" and "JUST" and not sick and twisted. Here lately I have been thinking about suicide to end this torture and pain. I am very desperate. I know that if I leave this earth I will not want to come back.