It's about shared consciousness, absorbing not just the psyche and emotions of people but the general soul of the place.
This place is the pits!
All you can ever feel in the atmosphere is anger, perversion (sick!), hatred i so wanna drop dead just so i don't feel it anymore. Now that i can already identify which feelings are from other people, i can already reject them, knowing these are but projected, but i still feel the sickening emotions - they're maniacs, vengeful, hateful, i feel all their emotions i just wanna shut them out and evaporate.
I guess this is why ever since i just wanna be with kind people. it's only with them i get to rest, i get a respite. with them i don"t get all these jumbled, confusing , restless feelings. With them i get to be me. I don't feel any need to apologize for merely existing. I can be quiet, i can be calm because their mind's a clean slate, with no hateful or obscene thoughts that alienate.
To those who shared with me temporary peace with their presence and their kindness, thanks.
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