They've left me alone for the most part here recently. I am destroyed. haha The last time we spoke was over the Shakira thing. They were bullying Shakira and had me paint such a lovely picture of her being old and a gold-digger. And then I see the video, and I'm like, "How rude." Their technology has advanced in these past few years because they're slipping thoughts into my head, and I am not getting a headache nor feel detached from these new commands. Prior, I was in an odd position where I was split off from myself, and I could say, "no" to them. Now, that's more difficult. I only know it when my environment starts to clash, or I do something weird.
I still pick up on their stupid cues. I still do NOT want a husband, and I don't want a family. Like I've told them many times, and they're finally starting to respect me more, it's not going to happen. They're the little editors of our civilization. They'll "get it" eventually. I think they sterilized me anyway. I don't care. I would never make a child live in my shame, nor would I want to give them schizophrenia. Yes, I'm schizophrenic. No, I'm not delusional all of the time.
I wish Putin would compensate me so that I could live in a nice house away from humans. I hate humans.
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