Ever since " THEY" the perps, have been harrassing me they have let every potential girlfriend know about them . Im 41 and the only way I think I can find someone is if she is a T.I. too.I am on a dating site and the first date I went on was going well and I really liked her and she liked me as well. Near the end of the date she started saying catch phrases that only I say, that is how I know they were talking to her. She never returned my phone calls after that even though we were both excited for our next date . This happens every time I get close to someone , I cant be the only one that they do this to, any suggestions?
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how have they let gf's know? why wouldnt you be open to your gfs about them? (I say that knowing how miserable it is. I've been having a hell of a time trying to convince my family/boyfriend that I'm not insane) I've gone through a grieving process myself -- feeling like perhaps I'll end up alone through this, but at the same time, even if those in my life don't "believe" me, I think those that love me will stick through this with me -- they'll just think i'm nuts ...:/
I also agree that it is inhuman that once you meet someone you begin to connect with they start to become a part of this horror. That is when you know you have to break it off unfortunately. How are we to have any type of meaningful relationships if everyone we come into contact are tortured?
Agree John, and like you I also have heavy thoughts about the fact that all people you meet or know, family, friends, children etc, automatically, because of me, will also be exposed to this horror, you want to protect them from it, so instead I have taken one step back, and they have no idea why...
Thanks for all the feed back. Another problem is that I meet some amazing , beautiful women and the last thing Im going to do to them is turn them into another amusement project for these pieces of shit. I couldnt be with someone and know they are being watched and treated inhumanly.It makes me sick to know that people like this actually exist, GOD has alot of explaining to do , its time this thing comes to an end.
They continually do this to me but I play games with the perps.. :-) I talk with as many nice fellows on those dating sites at a time. I make the perps work for their money :-) I also go on multiple sites, then the perps have to intercede many sites again, time and money... Yes, I know I will not meet my Prince Charming on any of these sites nor have a long term relationship but I have met a few nice guys and even some have come back to me after they have thought it wasn't going to work out with us and missed me and wanted to talk again. To me it is about making connections and if it also means more work for the perps so be it !!